My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 129

At six o'clock, the alarm clock urged Ji Youyan to wake up from her dream. She quickly turned off the alarm clock and subconsciously checked to see if Jing Xiu had also been woken up, but when she turned her head, she found that there was nothing around her, and Jing Xiu was not there.

Ji Yuyan panicked for a moment, jumped up and sat up, and cried out with a tight throat: "Ah Xiu?!"

All the remaining sleepiness in her dissipated, she got out of bed with bare feet and ran outside.

It was already dawn, but the surroundings were still very quiet, and the sound of her hurried footsteps seemed particularly abrupt in the house.

Jing Xiu frowned slightly, raised his head from the manuscript paper and looked out, and saw Ji Yuyan with loose hair at the door of the study, looking at her deeply, without blinking, and then slowly smiled at her .

"Why are you running in such a hurry and don't wear shoes?" Jing Xiu didn't understand.

Ji Youyan tucked her hair behind her ears, approached Jing Xiu, stood beside the chair and hugged Jing Xiu's head between her waist and abdomen, and after a while, she whispered: "I didn't see you when I woke up, I thought it was you again. It was a dream waking up.”

After knowing that Jing Xiu had paid the price to get back to the present, the uneasiness in her heart that had subsided for a long time came back again, and if she didn't pay attention, she would sting her hard.

Jing Xiu's heart trembled suddenly, and he softened his voice to scold her: "What silly words?"

She broke away from Ji Yuyan's arms, put the slippers under her feet to Ji Yuyan's feet, crossed her legs and told Ji Yuyan: "Put on your shoes, go wash up." Ji Youyan has a strange disease, barefoot stepping on the ground is prone to skin allergies Blisters, but she doesn't take it seriously.

Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu's rare and unrefined sitting posture, laughed lowly, kissed Jing Xiu's forehead, put on Jing Xiu's slippers obediently, turned and went out.

Soon she came back after washing, holding Jing Xiu's slippers in one hand, and turning the computer chair with the other, turning Jing Xiu to face her.She knelt down, held Jing Xiu's ankle naturally, put the slippers back on Jing Xiu's jade feet and asked Jing Xiu, "Why did you wake up so early?"

Today is the first day, and there are not many shots to be taken, so the time required on the notice is not early, and she thought she had woken up early enough.

Jing Xiu unobtrusively curled up her toes to feel the body temperature left by Ji Yuyan, and explained quietly: "I want to study Director Gu's storyboard before shooting." This way, I can better understand how the storyboard works during shooting .

Ji Youyan pulled up the chair and sat down beside Jing Xiu, looked at the artwork in her hand with Jing Xiu, and asked curiously: "Ah Xiu, are you interested in the director?" , the actor can meet the director's requirements for the screen, but for most directors, the storyboard is very important.

Jing Xiu didn't hide it: "Well, I recently talked with Guangyu, and the studio is already under construction. Sister Jiang has accepted a project, I'm very interested, and I'm considering directing it myself."

"Do you direct and act on your own?"

"No, only the director." Jing Xiu said without hesitation.

Ji Youyan's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he tentatively said, "Then the focus of your work in the future is going to be half behind the scenes?"

Jing Xiu's throat twitched, and he denied with a bit of embarrassment: "It should be most of them."

This is something she has been thinking about since she started to build her own studio, and it can be regarded as a way out for herself, and especially for Ji Yuyan.The marriage law can be passed on a rational basis, but there is still a long way to go to change the people's concept. She must consider the worst situation that she and Ji Yuyan may have to face after they come out.

Besides... If glory no longer favors her, she must also be responsible for every team that seeks her invitation and places high hopes on her.

Making this decision wasn't easy, but it wasn't too difficult either.Still in this circle, engaged in the film and television art work I like, just in a different way.

Ji Youyan hesitated to speak, his expression was clearly stunned and regretful.

Jing Xiu stretched out his hand to cover her hand, comforting her and said, "But if there is a good and interesting character looking for me, I will still consider it."

For a moment, Ji Youyan wanted to persuade Jing Xiu to think carefully, because she was too aware of Jing Xiu's artistic achievements in the next two or three years, or even the next two to thirty years, if he continued to work in the film industry.Jing Xiu's outstanding talent is obvious to all.

But these, Jing Xiu also know.Since she chose to make such a decision, she must have weighed it over and over again.Ji Youyan clasped her five fingers backhandedly, bit her lip and asked, "Is this something you want to do more and make you happier?"

Jing Xiu smiled slightly and said, "Well, yes. I've planned it for a long time."

Seeing that she spoke seriously, Ji Youyan felt relieved.Excellent conditions should allow people to have more freedom of choice, instead of becoming a burden and restricting people's freedom to make choices.

She relieved, "Then I support you, as long as it is what you want to do, I will support you."

After finishing speaking, she calmed down the atmosphere and teased half-truthfully, "Hey, as a fan of your movie, I feel a little empty in my heart. It's not a good feeling."

Jing Xiu sneered, and said indifferently, "Since when did you become my fan?"

"I have always been." Ji Youyan grabbed Jing Xiu's hand and pressed it to her heart, expressing her loyalty with a smile on her face, "Ah Xiu, I can almost memorize all the lines in your movies..." As she spoke, she said He began to vividly interpret the classic lines of Jing Xiu's characters.

Jing Xiu was so coaxed by her that his heart fluttered, but he still withdrew his hand, pretending to be indifferent: "You are so energetic, let's recite the lines at noon."

Ji Youyan couldn't tell that she was faking it.She didn't expose Jing Xiu, she scraped the bridge of Jing Xiu's nose, and jokingly said, "Okay, Teacher Jing taught well."

"Sunflower in the Night" is a female-led growth emotional film. From the perspective of female narrative, it delicately and deeply explores the subtlety and sensitivity of girls' friendship and the invisible shackles that exist between interpersonal relationships.

In the movie, Ji Yuyan plays the depressed family with a good family background. When he was eight years old and moved from the south to the north with his parents for work, he met Qiao Yue played by Jing Xiu.Qiao Yue's father was a murderer who committed suicide in fear of crime after taking drugs. Her mother left her behind after her father took drugs. She was raised by her grandmother. She lived under the shadow of her father at a young age, and was raised by the neighbors in the neighborhood.All parents would strictly warn their children not to play with Qiao Yue.

It was New Year's Eve not long after Shen Yu moved in with her parents. After the New Year's Eve dinner, the children of the residents went to the yard to watch the fireworks in groups and played with small fireworks.At that time, she didn't know those children well, so she was embarrassed to get up to play with them, and accidentally saw Qiao Yue who was alone like her in the corner not far away.

The girl stood in the dark, struck matches one after another, and ignited bits and pieces of fire. In the faint, gloomy, she saw that the girl was handsome and clean, and she seemed to be easy to get along with.

She summoned up her courage, approached Qiao Yue under the pretext of borrowing matches from her, and said hello to her.From then on, like the gorgeous little fireworks that drove away the darkness in the hands of the two, the depression illuminated Qiao Yue's dark life.

Qiao Yue looked up at her, admired her, envied her, and regarded her as her own sun.

Shen Yu enjoys her admiration, bears her expectations, and tries hard to pretend to be her sun.

But if the sun is not a real sun, the light will dim one day; if the sunflower is not a real sunflower, the sun will disappear one day.Sooner or later the bond will be broken.

Sullen and fearful, he persevered, and in the end he could only admit his helplessness in the face of the cruel reality—Qiao Yue, who had been following behind him, was actually a more talented person than himself.The self who has always been pretentious and bound her, in the eyes of discerning people, is actually a drag on her existence.

She was secretly disappointed, inferior, and jealous.

Qiao Yue was unwilling to abandon Shen Yu and go solo. In order to get the chance for the two of them to succeed together, she accepted the pursuit of a middle-aged man with resources. Shen Yu seduced that man and was caught and raped by Qiao Yue.

The last ray of the sun finally dimmed.Qiao Yue was extremely disappointed and parted ways with Shen Yu.

Later, Qiao Yue developed very well, and after accepting the man's support for two years, Shen Yu disappeared.

Many years later, Qiao Yue held a concert on stage, while Shen Yu and her friends were listening off stage.After the concert, the two walked out of the venue together, and a friend asked her how the feeling off stage was different from the feeling she felt on stage with Qiao Yue back then.

Shen Yu smoked a cigarette, looked at the vast night in front of him, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and slowly ground it with his toes, smiled and said, "It's more free."

The overall picture of the movie is very Gu Lingfeng's style, the tone is clean, reserved and introverted, even the climactic quarrel scene after catching rape is calm and restrained.In terms of the structure of the filming, the film revealed a reversal when all the audience thought it was Qiao Yue who quarreled with Shen Yu, was hurt by Shen Yu and left Shen Yu-in fact, it was Shen Yu who made the choice.

She knew that Qiao Yue had an interest relationship with that man, she didn't need Qiao Yue to sacrifice like this, and she didn't want to continue pretending.In fact, she has never been a sun, she is just an arrogant sunflower, longing for Qiao Yue to shine on her with her looking up like the sun.

She has restrained Qiao Yue with her vanity and arrogance for more than ten years, forcing her to hide her light and dare not show her true talent; why didn't Qiao Yue restrain her with her expectations and visions for more than ten years, making her Forced to wear a mask to become a role model in her eyes.

Opportunity is ahead, Qiao Yue's patience is reaching its limit; self-torture, depression's patience is also reaching its limit.She handed Qiao Yue a handy knife, cut off the fetters, and set each other free.

The sun of the sunflower shines on the sunflower and binds the sunflower.Sunflowers that are not favored by the sun in the night may be able to truly grow freely.

When Ji Youyan watched this movie for the first time, all kinds of feelings came to his heart, and his throat was choked.She likes this movie so much that she has watched it no less than ten times. Whether it is the melancholy words or Qiao Yue's words, she knows them by heart.

Jing Xiu won another actress with this movie back then, but Fang Shan, who played the opposite role, did not perform well, and was clearly suppressed by Jing Xiu.Ji Youyan has imitated many times, if she and Jing Xiu acted in this opposite scene, how would she act.

She is very confident that she can act well, she can perform better than Fang Shan to satisfy Jing Xiu.

But she never expected that when she actually entered the set to perform, Jing Xiu frowned and stopped her: "Mr. Ji, I don't think you seem to be in the mood."

The author has something to say: Hurry up to the last minute!I'm coming~

Sister Ji woo woo woo: Ah Xiu beat me!I've made an account!

Jing Miaomiao:? ? ?

after a long time

Sister Ji wanted to give it or not, she smirked: Teacher Jing, do you think I am in a good mood today?

Jing Meow:...

Two seconds later, Sister Ji was kicked out of bed.