My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 114

Almost at the same time when she was sure that she could not find her white jade safety buckle, she thought of Jing Xiu's jade, and then...uncontrollably thought of the blood dripping from Jing Xiu's fingertips in the dream, staining it all the way... ...The chill spread from the soles of her feet to her whole body, and Ji Youyan was in a state of confusion.

Nonsense!This is completely unfounded!Ji Youyan sat paralyzed on the blanket behind the bed, pinching his fingertips, trying to calm himself down with the help of pain.Red jade is not uncommon, and it seems that every piece of jade is similar, it is just a coincidence, it must be a coincidence.

She couldn't help biting her own hand, and constantly comforted herself that everything was her own thinking.But her reason and intuition told her that since her rebirth, there seemed to be too many coincidences.

Because of Jing Xiu's recommendation, Tao Xingruo coincidentally signed him early; because of Jing Xiu's attention, Ruan Ningwei coincidentally solved the knot in his heart and avoided the tragedy of the previous life; the treatment of...

These are all the butterfly effects brought about by her rebirth, or is Axiu too unpredictable?

The sky gradually darkened, and Ji Youyan fell into the darkness, thinking about those clues over and over again, but couldn't find an answer that really convinced her.Jing Xiu's explanations seemed to make sense, but she just felt that it was wrong.

The mobile phone thrown on the bed suddenly rang, breaking the dead silence in the room.Ji Youyan turned sideways and saw the screen glowing, it was a video request from Jing Xiu.

Her eyes were cloudy, she raised her head and took a deep breath, leaned forward and hung up the video.She got up and turned on the light, stood in front of the full-length mirror to examine her expression, and slowly adjusted a normal smile.

She sat down at the table and called back Jing Xiu's video request.Jing Xiu connected in a short while.

"Are you still busy?" Jing Xiu's clear voice came through the speaker.She straightened up and seemed to put the phone on the stand.

"I'm done. I was about to send Yueyue out just now." Ji Youyan explained calmly. "Are you arranging flowers?" She saw many scattered flower branches and flower art knives in front of Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu sat down, brushed the hair next to her ear gracefully and replied: "Well, I have nothing to do, I'm spending time with my mother." Then, she moved the vase to her body.

In the vase, the color of the flowers is fresh, the branches and flowers are well arranged, and the business is full of vitality.

"Does it look good? Is it too short?" She asked with a faint smile.

Looking at her bright smiling eyes, Ji Yuyan felt panic and pain in his heart.She suppressed her emotions and said, "It's not short, it's just right. But..."

"Huh?" Jing Xiu frowned, listening carefully.

"Not as good-looking as you." Ji Youyan replied with a smile, propping his chin.

Jing Xiu stretched his brows and eyes, and laughed aloud, with a disgusted expression of "you are here again". "Xiaoxiao called me just now, saying that Director Gu contacted her to ask about accommodation arrangements." Jing Xiu got back to business.

"How did you come back?" Ji Youyan asked knowingly.They have agreed before that if conditions permit, they hope that the two can live together.

Jing Xiu hooked her lips and teased her: "I chatted with Director Gu privately, and told him that Teacher Ji seems to want to live with me." In fact, she replied seriously to obey the crew's arrangement. Of course, if it is convenient, I hope we can arrange her and Ji Yuyan's accommodation together to facilitate communication and play.

Ji Yuyan covered her face: "My clear name!" She pretended to be shy, and asked Jing Xiu for a guarantee: "Ah Xiu, now the whole crew knows that I belong to you, you have to be responsible to me to the end, the crew and husband But it's unavoidable."

Jing Xiu was funny and watched her act quietly.

Although Ji Youyan mobilized all the positive emotions in his body, he still had the problem of not being able to find the safety button in his heart.The two talked about work for a while, and Ji Yoo-yeon took the opportunity to bring up the topic, and complained half-truthfully: "After today's event, RUA gave me earrings and rings, and I put them in the jewelry cabinet .When I put it away, I tidied it up and found something."

"what's up?"

"I found that the safety buckle I put inside was missing." Ji Youyan tried his best to be calm, but his voice was still a little tense.She stared at the screen without blinking, examining Jing Xiu without showing any trace. "It was given to us by the monk before."

Jing Xiu's knuckles, which were not in the picture, trembled, but his face perfectly showed his excellent expression management ability. "Have you looked for it carefully?" She replied very ordinaryly, "Did you receive it elsewhere later?"

"I've looked for it all, but I can't find it, it's like it's gone." Ji Youyan frowned, and emphasized it again.

"If you leave it at home, it will always be somewhere." Jing Xiu explained, "Maybe one day it will reappear by itself when you don't look for it on purpose."

Jing Xiu's mood was so calm that Ji Youyan couldn't see any abnormality at all.But she can cover up, maybe Jing Xiu can cover up too?Ji Youyan found that the seeds of doubt had been planted, and it seemed that no matter how Jing Xiu responded, she could not be completely at ease.

The hesitation in her heart made her have an instant impulse to reveal it thoroughly, but when she opened her mouth, what she said was, "Well, I hope so."

Jing Xiu changed the subject: "The day after tomorrow, sister Wei went to Tao to sign a new contract, right?"

"Well, we've already made an appointment."

"Did Sister Wei release the news on the Internet?" A gossip on the Internet broke the news that Ji Youyan seemed to have decided not to renew Ran Wen's contract, and there would be big moves in the next two days.

Ji Yuyan nodded.As if thinking of something, her disturbed mood faded a little, and she finally bent her lips again and said, "Did you see it? Many people on the Internet dipped this ingredient into our previous melon. They didn't know where they heard it. I said you are going to open a studio, and now I am guessing whether we are going to open a mom-and-pop shop." When she mentioned the three words "mom-and-pop shop", her tone obviously rose.

"I saw it." Jing Xiu was relieved secretly, and said calmly: "Actually, some friends have called me today to ask me whether it is true or not."

Ji Youyan said happily: "I also have it here, and I think it's a good idea after thinking about it."

Jing Xiu teased her: "It's not too late to think about it now."

Ji Yuyan waved his hand, and said softly, "I can't do it now, Ah Xiu, can you wait for me for another two years?"

"Okay." Jing Xiu's eyes fluttered, and he agreed unconditionally, "But why not now?"

Ji Youyan said slyly: "Because I have to be self-reliant now, I can earn some dowry first. I can't go to propose marriage with nothing in two years."

There was a sweetness in Jing Xiu's heart, and before she answered her, Jing Shurong appeared in the camera, and the voice came in: "No dowry."

Ji Youyan was overjoyed, did the mother-in-law like her so much already?

Jing Shurong carried a basket of flowers and approached from outside the door. Looking at Ji Youyan on the screen, she smiled amiably: "You are going to order a dowry, just think about it, and the dowry will come out."

Ji You said "Ah?" He wanted to refute but didn't dare, "Auntie, you are right, then I will try my best to save some... dowry."

Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan's aggrieved and insincere expression, and then at Jing Shurong's satisfied expression, and was amused by the two of them.

Ji Youyan accompanies Jing Xiu and Jing Shurong, chatting and laughing and planting another vase of flowers, and then hangs up the video under the urging of Jing Xiu to let her go to bed early.

After the video was hung up, the smile on her lips disappeared little by little when she touched the messy drawers and boxes that hadn't had time to tidy up.

She stood up and went into the bathroom to remove her makeup. After rinsing off the facial cleanser for the last time, she filled the basin with water, held her breath, and completely immersed her face in it.

The cold water cooled her skin and made her mind more awake.

She admitted that she was afraid, and she dared not confess or ask.

If Jing Xiu is not an insider, she doesn't want to confess to Jing Xiu and be reborn.Everything in the previous life was already a matter of the previous life, and it was meaningless to delve deeper into it. She didn't want this life to be cast under the heavy shadow of the previous life.Can't it go on like this forever?

The water invaded her nasal cavity mercilessly, Ji Yuyan choked, raised his head, and coughed to death.Let her calm down a little longer before she chokes.She was too scared, afraid of breaking the hard-won peaceful life now, and afraid that the truth torn apart might be beyond her ability to bear.

Maybe, maybe it's because she really thinks too much, wait and observe again... Ji Yuyan saw in the mirror, and there was a last bit of hope in his disgusted and evasive eyes.

In mid-June, "Sunflowers in the Night" will be officially launched.

Because this is the first co-production of the two, and the characters in the play are in a relationship above friendship and below love, so I am afraid that the personal emotions of the two of them will be brought into the play, which will affect the two people's grasp of the relationship between the characters. Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan agreed to only be pure "cohabiting roommates" during filming.

Knowing how serious Jing Xiu is about acting and work, Ji Youyan agreed without hesitation.But she suggested that the two of them could join the group a few days in advance before the movie officially started.

Since the movies were not shot in sequence, Gu Lingfeng arranged to shoot the childhood scene of Shen Yu and Qiao Yue first and the scene of them returning to their hometown after the competition as adults, so the first filming location was in Shanping City in the north, a simple and quiet [-]th line small town.The accommodation of the entire crew was arranged in a secluded residential building near the studio.They join the group early, so they can live together for a few days without being "pure roommates", and enjoy the life without all-pervasive cameras for a short time.

Jing Xiu agreed.

So Jing Xiu returned to China early, and the two joined the group one after the other.

Just like in "The Producer of All People", this time Jing Xiu arrived first, and Ji Youyan arrived late.When Ji Youyan arrived, the life producer came to pick her up in person and told her that Gu Lingfeng had also arrived and just came back from outside.He ordered his assistant to take Lin Yue to the arranged floor, and prepared to take Ji Youyan to see Gu Lingfeng himself.

Lin Yue didn't move, she looked at Ji Youyan with hesitation.Ji Youyan said with a smile: "It's okay, Teacher Jing won't close the door again."

Lin Yue complained, didn't you say you have a good relationship last time?What's more, for those who are in love, it is difficult for Mr. Jing to wait for Sister Ji happily, but what he waits for is whether he will be unhappy.Thinking of this, Lin Yue was suddenly blessed!Was it the same last time?

Ji Youyan saw through Lin Yue's thoughts, patted her forehead, and said helplessly, "Well, you wait for me at the stairs, and I'll come to say hello to Director Gu, and we'll go up together."

Lin Yue is as good as others.

Ji Youyan came out soon after saying hello, refused the help of the life producer, and went upstairs with Lin Yue carrying the suitcase.

The building has nine floors and no elevator.Gu Lingfeng arranged a set of four bedrooms and one living room for her, Jing Xiu, Lin Yue, and Yao Xiao, on the sixth floor, where it was quieter and not too high.

Just as Ji Youyan and Lin Yue walked to the corner of the stairs on the fifth floor, they heard the door opening not far away.They raised their heads subconsciously, and saw the security door on the sixth floor open slowly, a long straight leg stepped out of the door frame, followed by a tall and slender figure, and immediately, Jing Xiu's ice-carved and jade-carved face was completely exposed.

Lin Yue spied that as soon as Jing Xiu's amber eyes caught Ji Youyan, there were ripples in his eyes.

"Did you open the door for me?" Ji You said with surprise.

Jing Xiu leaned against the door, raised his chin and said lazily, "Otherwise?"

Ji Youyan climbed up the steps, and asked with a smile, "How do you know it's me?"

Jing Xiu's long eyelashes flickered, and she looked down at Ji Yuyan's feet, without speaking for a few seconds.

Ji Youyan was a little strange, just about to ask again, Jing Xiu suddenly replied, "I recognize your footsteps."

Her voice was faint, but the slightly curved corners of her lips could not be hidden.She can't help but want to be sure.

Time had wiped away her familiarity with Ji Yuyan beyond recognition, but now, it really brought them back completely.

The author has something to say: The two actresses are playing on the same stage, and Jing Miao is on the verge of falling off the horse. jpg