newbobooks Chapter 437 Memory Returns
Chapter 437 Memory Returns
On the way to the Xinxi Lan Blue Lake Bay Supermarket, Xu Zhishan and Ou Junli decided to go back to the villa to see Han Yangxu after shopping because of Chen Yaxin's concern.
Therefore, Chen Yaxin, who was originally absent-minded and listless, instantly perked up in order to go back early to help Han Yangxu check whether he was really sick.
Then, anxious Chen Yaxin immediately took Xu Zhishan and Ou Junli's arms and ran quickly to the supermarket.
Xu Zhishan was dragged forward by Chen Yaxin. She glanced sideways and secretly glanced at Chen Yaxin who was standing beside her with a look of concern for Han Yangxu.
She couldn't help but sigh in her heart, thinking that since Chen Yaxin was so worried about Han Yangxu, she should not be disgusted with Han Yangxu.
At least, Chen Yaxin's heart now belongs to Han Yangxu, but she doesn't know whether this worry can turn into love.
However, she thought Han Yangxu was really lucky. He was not like her, who had liked someone for as long as she had, but still felt so far away from the other person's heart...
Xu Zhishan thought of Su Chenyi who was still enjoying the hot spring with his eyes closed in the Blue Lake. She said hello and left, but he did not respond coldly.
Whenever she thought of Su Chenyi's indifference to her and everyone else, she felt that he was so close to her and so far away that she could not reach him.
She couldn't help but feel angry and helpless, and even thought many times that she and Su Chenyi would definitely not be together.
She thought that the ambiguity between her and Su Chenyi was just a means of self-deception and comfort.
Xu Zhishan shook her head. She didn’t want to expose herself again, and didn’t want to remind herself of those impossible things in a self-harming way.
So, she immediately concealed her deep inner yearning and envy for simple and beautiful love, looked up and put on her signature bright smile.
On the other side of the Blue Lagoon Hot Spring, Su Chenyi's eyelids suddenly twitched.
But this little movement did not affect Su Chenyi's mental training, and even made him more focused.
He thought about how he was eliminated by Ou Jinghuan during the operation, so since he didn't have to participate in the mission, he planned to improve his psychological endurance in this special blue environment.
Suddenly, Su Chenyi, with his eyes closed, felt someone closer to him, and it was not Xu Zhishan and Ou Junli.
He did not sense any murderous intent or hostility from the person approaching him, so he closed his eyes and waited for the other person to stop or speak.
"Who?", but as the man approached, with no intention of stopping or speaking, he instantly opened his eyes and asked in a deep voice.
Su Chenyi's eyes turned red, and he narrowed his eyes with a fierce warning look, and looked up at the person who was standing in front of him.
As a result, when he saw the other person, his frown and displeasure instantly turned into surprise, and the fierce look quickly faded away.
He immediately seemed to see an acquaintance, and his tone became much softer as he asked:
"Miss Jiang, why are you here?"
……
On the other side, Li Chuyue already knew that Chen Yaxin was fine, so she felt relieved.
Then, she took Ou Jinghuan to the four-story villa where she used to live with her mother and father.
This villa is the only four-story villa in Blue Lake Bay. It is also the harbor that Li Chuyue truly loved when she was a child and her second home.
The design and construction of the villa decoration were supervised by Li Chuyue's mother from beginning to end, and many of Li Chuyue's small requirements were also added.
Li Chuyue lives on the first and second floors of the villa, while her mother Guo Yulan and father Li Hongye live on the third and fourth floors.
Because at that time, Li Chuyue was particularly dependent on her mother. She wanted to be with her mother every day and even wanted to sleep next to her mother.
Although Li Chuyue's mother dotes on Li Chuyue, she is actually a relatively strict mother. She is very persistent in some points and does not indulge her too much.
Therefore, after Li Chuyue grew up, she had her own princess room and could no longer sleep with her parents.
But Li Chuyue was always smart and clever. When it rained, thundered and lightning occurred, she was a little scared, but she would pretend to be extremely scared and cry heartbreakingly.
No matter what, she would find ways to make her parents feel sorry for her and finally agree to let her come and sleep with them for a night.
However, Li Chuyue's mother soon discovered that Li Chuyue was trying to be clever and gave her a lesson.
In the end, even if Li Chuyue's father felt very distressed and wanted to let her sleep with him for another night, Li Chuyue's mother would resolutely exercise her veto power.
Later, when she came to live in the villa in Blue Lake Bay, she successfully moved from one room to the first and second floors.
The reason why Li Chuyue couldn't go up to the third and fourth floors was the same as the reason Li Chuyue's mother had told her before, that she couldn't go up to the second floor of the Xin Xilan Luxury Restaurant.
That is, the upstairs is only available to super VIP members, and she is not a super VIP member yet, so she cannot go up.
However, in order to appease Li Chuyue, Li Chuyue's mother agreed to give Li Chuyue full use of the hot spring pool on the first floor.
At this time, Li Chuyue once again came to the hot spring pool that made her forget the sad feeling that her mother didn't want to sleep with her, and she was happy for a while.
When she thinks back on it now, she feels that she was so easy to fool and coax when she was a child!
However, although she was deceived when she was a child and was taught a lesson for pretending to be pitiful, there was a period of time when she felt that her mother did not love her and was therefore angry with her mother.
But now, having experienced being framed and killed, betrayed and suffering setbacks in her previous life, she did not give up on living after her rebirth, all because of her mother.
She began to like being herself, became very independent, and also understood that her mother, who loved her so much, must have made a great decision at that time.
At this moment, Li Chuyue saw the familiar scene again. The memories that had been sealed away by the hypnotist flashed through her mind like a kaleidoscope.
She recalled the memories that almost made her commit suicide, but the heartache she had before was gone. Instead, she had the fun and beautiful memories of her childhood.
She did not have the splitting headache and unbearable pain that she had experienced before when she fully entered the place where her mother's life was.
In an instant, two tears fell down Li Chuyue's face. She thought that her childhood self was finally willing to forgive herself, and finally... stopped torturing herself!
As a child, I no longer felt guilty, and no longer blamed myself for my mother's death.
Now she seemed to finally be able to truly feel everything her mother had experienced before, and could finally put her mother in her heart without any pain!
Li Chuyue felt that she could reminisce and recall the appearance of her beloved mother over and over again, and she didn't have to endure the self-torture that seemed to drag her into hell!