newbobooks Chapter 466 The Light That Is Not Dark
Chapter 466 The Light That Is Not Dark
In the big villa in Blue Lake Bay, after being reminded by Li Chuyue, Ou Jinghuan realized that some of his thoughts would affect the relationship between him and Li Chuyue.
So, after hesitating for a moment, he told Li Chuyue the memories that he had always hidden in the deepest part of his heart.
After he finished telling the story of how he was rescued before, he looked at Li Chuyue nervously, hoping that Li Chuyue would recognize him.
Li Chuyue was surprised to hear that a strong and powerful figure like Ou Jinghuan was beaten and sent to the hospital when he was a child, and was rescued by a little girl.
She was very surprised. She had originally insisted on showing a tough attitude, but immediately she grabbed Ou Jinghuan's hand.
She squatted down again, held Ou Jinghuan's hands with both hands, looked distressed, and said with concern:
“If he was sent to the hospital, he must have been seriously injured, right?
Humph! I hate those students who only know how to bully the weak and the weak.
If it were me, I would definitely save you just like the little girl who saved you!
However, it is still hard for me to imagine that you were bullied when you were a child. Who were so blind as to dare to bully the richest man in Guangyao City! Tsk tsk tsk tsk..."
Hearing this, Ou Jinghuan was stunned. He realized that Li Chuyue did not fail to recognize him, but seemed to have forgotten about saving him before.
He recalled that he had someone investigate a report about Li Chuyue's psychological treatment abroad, in which a question mark was placed on the day when he and Li Chuyue first met.
He had doubts about the question mark before, especially since he found some information obviously missing from the report.
This made him feel a little confused and gradually understood the truth. He frowned slightly and asked carefully:
"When you were a kid...did you ever save someone from someone older than you?"
"Yes!" Li Chuyue blurted out without thinking.
Hearing this, Ou Jinghuan instantly became nervous, wondering if Li Chuyue had remembered what had happened just now? Did she also remember saving him?
But Li Chuyue's next words made Ou Jinghuan instantly realize that he was overthinking. Li Chuyue had no recollection of seeing Ou Jinghuan before, and said proudly:
“I was very skilled when I was little, but I was the brave Alice.
Moreover, I often go to secluded places near the school and have saved many students from being bullied!
Looking back now, I was quite naive at that time, always fantasizing about being a hero, but in the end I couldn’t protect the person most important to me…”
Li Chuyue recalled the times when she had bravely stood up for justice when she was a child. As she thought about it, she suddenly felt a little sad, as if she was once again feeling guilty.
When Ou Jinghuan realized that Li Chuyue not only saved him, but also was not his only light, he felt uncomfortable.
In particular, Li Chuyue might not have any impression of him at all and just regarded him as one of the bullied people.
This awareness made the special feeling in Ou Jinghuan's heart seem to be one-sided.
However, although Ou Jinghuan felt a little sad, he would not let the light in his heart disappear just because Li Chuyue had saved other people. Li Chuyue would always be the light in his darkness.
Suddenly, Ou Jinghuan quickly discovered that Li Chuyue's mood was a little strange at this time. He immediately stood up and asked:
"What's wrong? Chu Chu, what are you thinking about?"
At this time, Li Chuyue's mind was a little confused. She seemed to have some vague memories, but she couldn't see them clearly.
When she heard Ou Jinghuan's question, she raised her hand to support her head, frowned and thought for a moment, then replied:
“I know that my childhood memories of my mother were sealed, but coming here today, I recalled many, many beautiful things.
However, I still can't remember the day when my mother passed away, but just now I seemed to... seemed to see something.
But... I just couldn't see it clearly. The harder I tried to recall it, the more I felt like there was a void in my heart. It was empty and very uncomfortable..."
Hearing this, Ou Jinghuan was startled. He looked panicked and immediately asked:
"You don't remember anything about that whole day?"
“Well, I don’t remember anything about that day.
Even my memories of the next few days are rather vague, it feels like I have lost all the memories...”
Li Chuyue's words shocked Ou Jinghuan greatly. He didn't expect that Li Chuyue had never remembered what happened before.
She didn't even remember what happened on the day her mother passed away, and so she forgot about him too!
In an instant, Ou Jinghuan quickly thought of the question mark marked on the date in Li Chuyue’s psychological treatment report.
He thought this made sense, why some information was missing in the psychotherapy report, and why there was a question mark next to the date of that day.
It turned out that it was not the psychologist's question about Li Chuyue's psychological trauma that day as he had thought before, but the treatment plan given by the psychologist.
Since sealing memories is not a normal treatment method in psychotherapy, it may be that Li Chuyue’s condition is so serious that the doctor has to find another way.
At this moment, Ou Jinghuan felt even worse than before. After all, Li Chuyue had saved so many people, but it seemed like she only forgot him.
He didn't know if this was God's punishment for his arrogance and pretending to be indifferent and ruthless at that time, which made Li Chuyue forget only him.
He had thought before that Li Chuyue had a great influence on previous events, and also thought that Li Chuyue might not remember many things in the past.
But...Ou Jinghuan didn't expect that Li Chuyue didn't realize it was him because he looked different from his thin childhood.
Rather... while directly sealing his memory, he was also sealed...
Before, he originally wanted to give Li Chuyue a little surprise, but he was surprised by Li Chuyue instead.
At this moment, Ou Jinghuan wanted Li Chuyue to remember him more than ever before, to remember the skinny and downtrodden him.
But when he was about to help Li Chuyue recall the vague fragments of that day, he noticed that Li Chuyue looked more and more uncomfortable.
He immediately held Li Chuyue's shoulders, looking nervous and concerned:
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Li Chuyue pressed her head with one hand and waved her other hand to show that she was fine. She explained:
"It's okay, but when I try to think about it, I get a headache. It's okay if I don't think about it."
Li Chuyue didn't really want to recall what happened that day. After all, she could finally recall the good times with her mother.
Moreover, now that she knew that Ou Jinghuan really needed her, she was very happy, but she didn't want to recall the sad events of that day to affect her happy mood at this moment.
Hearing this, Ou Jinghuan also realized that he could not force Li Chuyue to remember him, because he could not bear to see Li Chuyue suffer because of this.
However, he thought it didn't matter even if Li Chuyue couldn't remember his past self now.
After all, Li Chuyue belongs to him, and his bright light belongs only to him.