newbobooks Chapter 285 My name is Zhu Fu Jingguang
Chapter 285 My name is Zhu Fu Jingguang
"I am a bit tired."
Fūya Rei leaned on Morobushi Kagemitsu's shoulder, his lips pursed, as if he was revealing his uneasiness and discomfort in front of the person he was closest to and trusted the most. At this moment, there was even a hint of subtle pity in him.
Zhu Fu Jingguang softened his voice and said softly, as if coaxing a child, "Hold on a little longer. I'll take you to the car to rest."
—Can you hold on a little longer? Zero.
I know you have suffered a lot of injustices, and the hardships on this road have worn you down beyond recognition, but your soul is still as bright as gold.
His voice was soft and gentle as he promised, "I will always be with you."
——Hold on, zero.
Don't let yourself collapse, don't put yourself in a desperate situation.
The heavy snow kept falling, the cold wind kept blowing, and the snowflakes were about to fall on the two of them.
Fūya Ling withdrew from Zhufu Jingguang's arms, looked up at those sad yet tolerant eyes, listened to his gentle but heavy promise, and felt a lot more relaxed in his heart.
It was like a heavy burden that had been weighing on my heart had finally been lifted.
He said he would always be with me.
He won't abandon me!
Instinctively, an inexplicable emotion controlled his body, and he pleaded softly, "...Don't, leave me again, we agreed..."
The trembling voice, almost whispering, reached his ears, and Zhu Fujingguang's heart surged with bitterness. He tried to calm his emotions and emphasized, "Okay, it's a deal. I won't abandon Zero."
Fūya Rei heard in his heart a voice that should have been rational, restrained, serious and solemn, but now it sighed gently and sadly: It's great.
He had a vague feeling of having lost and then found something again.
I am afraid of losing my anchor after losing my memory, and I am afraid of being trapped on an isolated island and losing my freedom.
I don't want to lose my pride, but I'm also afraid that the bluebird will no longer favor me and no longer fly towards me.
But when you appear, I know that there is still a sky that belongs only to me.
I can fly freely and unfettered.
"We must be best friends!"
He stared at Zhu Fu Jingguang and said firmly.
There were still traces of tears on his face, but the corners of his mouth were already raised in a brilliant arc, and his brows were full of lightness, like a happy bird, ready to fly around friendly humans at any time.
But he was uneasy, and he instinctively sought help from the person in front of him.
There was something very heavy suppressed in his heart. He had no memory and could not say what it was. He could only tell it bit by bit, incoherently and upside down, hoping that the person in front of him could understand.
“I’ve forgotten a lot.”
“I lost my anchor.”
"I-I'm striving for freedom."
“I don’t know if freedom counts as an anchor.”
"I want to live."
"I feel trapped, but I don't know what."
"I just want to live freely."
He expressed his inner thoughts in a confusing and contradictory manner, and the contradictions seemed so natural.
"I've always wanted to live."
Furuya Rei said blankly.
He is not afraid of death, but he just wants to survive desperately.
Because he is an island.
No one will come to rescue him.
No one can.
So he couldn't die alone in a corner of the world.
He still has important things to accomplish.
"I want to live, there is one thing I must do, I..."
——I want to live freely. Only when I am free, I will not be seen by the "Gods" and will I have more possibilities.
Only by breaking free of the cage can I have the opportunity to redeem our world and destiny from the hands of the 'God' and set everyone free.
I want you to live freely!
I want you to have the right to choose your own destiny!
I want you to break free from your chains and fly wherever you want, like a bird.
I want you to call me "Zero" in the early morning and say "good night" to me at night when you grow old.
——I wish you would never be seen by the 'Gods', even if the price is all my ties.
——May all living beings never be seen by the ‘gods’, and may they always be safe and happy, and grow freely.
A gentle and paranoid voice sounded in his mind, he widened his eyes, and a little light illuminated his soul.
So, this is the freedom I'm pursuing.
This is what completely fills the void in my heart.
He subconsciously raised his head and looked up at the sky. The dark clouds in the void were like a huge and ruthless eye, surveying the world.
He could not see him.
And once he severed the ties, He would never be able to find him again.
Thus, the world can no longer bite back.
In a trance, a sense of enlightenment arose from the bottom of my heart.
Temporarily won, safe.
After this thought inexplicably came to his mind, he glanced at the system's light screen which was always on.
[System prompt:]
[Free Heart Triggering]
[Your heart is free, but humans cannot grow wings to fly, and even gods will fall to the ground if hit by an apple. Please maintain your sanity!]
[Congratulations, you have found the direction of your heart.]
[May you not be seen by the gods!]
It was a familiar hint, one he had definitely seen before.
Fūya Ling frowned, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, his head was splitting with pain, and he was even a little unsteady on his feet for a moment.
Memories of the past were swept up and hit his mind.
——Calm down, it’s not time yet.
——Remain silent.
In my heart, that calm and serious voice ordered.
Fūya Ling was shocked and cold sweat broke out on his forehead. He tried hard to suppress the surging memories in his mind and forced himself to restrain himself from looking through his memories.
Zhu Fu Jingguang held him tightly, his heart filled with bitterness and heartache, mistakenly thinking that it was due to an organizational experiment or brainwashing that made him feel so painful whenever he recalled the past.
"Don't think about it, don't think about it."
He said sadly and sorrowfully: "As long as you are alive, it's fine. Take your time, don't rush."
When I saw you, I saw your anxiety and hesitation.
Because you have no memories, no ties, and you are struggling alone in the darkness, that's why you are lost. But don't be afraid, Zero, I'm here, and I won't leave you.
You've changed so much, so much that I can't recognize you. But I know you're still zero, and I'll never mistake you.
I will take you with me, and together we will go to find the lost past and renew the stolen bond.
The two people who saved each other stabilized their precarious sanity in the increasingly strong snowstorm.
Fūya Rei calmed down, her ears reddening with embarrassment from her earlier loss of composure. She whispered, "I still don't know your name?"
Zhu Fushigi Kagemitsu wrapped the warm scarf around his neck, bent down to pick up the umbrella and held it over their heads, guiding them toward the car. His voice was gentle as he said, "My name is Zhu Fushigi Kagemitsu."
My name is Hiro, long time no see, Zero.
He spoke each word carefully and introduced himself earnestly: "My name is Zhufu Jingguang, and I'm your friend. We once worked together for a common dream."