Chapter 593 Old Love Regret
Chapter 593 Old Love Regret
Jiang Ciyou's husband stood there quietly like a sculpture. His eyes, which were once lively and full of spirit, became empty, like two deep wells that had been dry for a long time, losing all vitality and brilliance. He stared straight ahead, his sight fixed on the figures of Jiang Ciyou and Lu Jingchen who were walking away and leaning against each other.
The laughter and joy from the crowd around him surged towards him like a tide, but these sounds seemed to be blocked by an invisible barrier and could not reach his ears at all. At this moment, the noisy and bustling world he was in seemed to have been completely separated from him, imprisoning him alone in a desolate and silent dark corner.
Looking back on the past, his heart was filled with endless regret and loneliness. Once, at that moment of greed, facing the seemingly tempting but illusory temptation of benefits, and driven by the short-lived and fanatical desire, he resolutely abandoned Jiang Ciyou who loved him deeply, turned around and threw himself into the arms of the mistress without any nostalgia, and eloped with her to a foreign country.
When he first arrived abroad, the new environment, unfamiliar culture and lifestyle he had never experienced before made him feel an unprecedented sense of freshness and excitement. During that period, he was immersed in this illusory pleasure and could not extricate himself, thinking that this was the happy life he had always dreamed of.
However, as time went by, when the initial passion gradually faded, he began to slowly realize that the so-called happiness that once intoxicated him was actually just a fleeting cloud. Whenever it was late at night, an indescribable sense of emptiness would surge into his heart like a shadow, constantly gnawing at his soul. And in a corner deep in his heart, there was always a huge vacancy - there was once Jiang Ciyou's exclusive place, but now it was empty.
He began to miss Jiang Ciyou's gentleness, kindness and intelligence, and every moment they had spent together. Those moments that he once took for granted have now become precious memories that he most desires to retrieve in his dreams at midnight. He often thought, if he had not been blinded by interests, if he could cherish Jiang Ciyou's love, how happy their lives would be. However, fate does not have ifs, he destroyed this happiness with his own hands and pushed Jiang Ciyou away from him.
Now, seeing Jiang Ciyou smiling so brightly beside Lu Jingchen, he finally understood what he had lost. He knew that with Lu Jingchen's current status and deep affection for Jiang Ciyou, he would never have a chance to win her heart back. His wealth became meaningless at this moment, and his status could not bring him any comfort. He was like an orphan abandoned by the world, tasting the bitter fruit he had sown with his own hands.
He thought of the time when he met and fell in love with Jiang Ciyou. At that time, they had beautiful visions and promises. Jiang Ciyou loved him wholeheartedly and gave everything for him, but he easily trampled on this love. His selfishness and stupidity made him lose the most important person in his life and plunged his life into endless darkness.
In the days that followed, he tried to numb his pain with alcohol and revelry, but every night when it was quiet, Jiang Ciyou's figure always appeared in his mind involuntarily, tormenting his soul. He knew that he would always carry this regret and spend the rest of his life in loneliness. He could only silently wish Jiang Ciyou and Lu Jingchen, hoping that they would be happy forever, while he himself could only cherish the lost love in his memories.
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