Chapter 105
Chapter 105
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Is Zhu Mang gone?
Never... never come back again?
Xia Wuqian clenched the bone pendant tightly, the joints were already turning white, and she called softly twice: "Zhu Mang, answer me."
There was no response, no fluctuation at all.
"Aren't you going to pay off the debt..."
"Tell me about you. You don't live long. When you die, you don't even have anyone to worry about. You become a ghost and disappear... This life is quite absurd."
"It turns out that death is that kind of feeling. You can't feel the temperature, and you have nothing to rely on. No wonder you used to say that the happiest person is the happiest after death...continue to wander in this world, but can't really touch it, that kind of feeling How hopeless..."
"I don't hate you as much as I used to. Who else in this world wants you besides me...or come back and I can forgive you."
"Would you like to believe me once... In fact, I said that I wish you would disappear, it was a lie."
"This kind of thing... I don't admit it..."
……
"……fraud."
The sun was shining brightly outside, but it was dark inside.
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After that day, Zhu Mang never heard from her again and completely withdrew from her life.
Xia Wuqian is also preparing for her graduation. She didn't like to laugh too much. People around her only think that she is colder than before, and more people think that she is pretending.
In many cases, you can see that the corner of her mouth is smiling, but there is no smile in her eyes.
There is also the matter of Qi Ling, she conveyed those words to Qi Yun, including everything that happened before, such a tall man knelt on the ground and wept...
How to live or how to live.
Everyone who knew them deliberately didn't mention that name, as if they had returned to...the past where they had never met.
Xia Wuqian erected monuments for both Zhu Mang and A You in the South Cemetery, but unfortunately A You didn't have any photos. When she selected Zhu Mang's photos to get them up, she realized that there were so few photos that she could count them all with one hand.
I chose a slightly less blurry one, and it was also secretly taken by her a long time ago... It was already deleted, but she went to the cloud space to find it...
I have to say that Zhu Mang looks good no matter what. When she went to the photo studio to develop the photos, even the boss was amazed at Zhu Mang's face and thought she was some kind of star.
Xia Wuqian didn't explain, and gently stroked the face on the tombstone. There were many emotions in his eyes, as deep as a pool of still water, and his hair was flying... His eyes were soft and nostalgic.
It turned out that after the other party completely left her life, she realized that she didn't really care...
Deep down, I still like it.
She went to the Cherry Blossom World alone, walking the same path she had walked before.
The cherry blossoms on the side of the road are blooming again, pink petals are constantly flying in the air, and the faint fragrance suddenly penetrates into the nostrils, which is full of poetry.
Xia Wuqian stretched out her hand to catch the falling petals. The pink color against the white fingertips is really beautiful, blooming and withering, she just came to the world to show her most beautiful moment.
When the breeze blew, the petals fell, but that one petal looked lonely. She slowly withdrew her hand and looked up at the white clouds floating in the sky.
One month, two months, half a year...a year...
She still hasn't come back...
For a year, I can't completely forget a person, and that kind of grief stays in my heart and keeps circling; but... in the far, far future, I can forget it after all...
Whenever the night is quiet, all the strength will allow myself to collapse at that moment, hide my sadness, tears slide down my cheeks, and I am still alone in the end.
At that time, at sunset.
Qin Xi and her were sitting on the reef by the sea, the sea breeze made their clothes rippling, the waves slapped the stones again and again, and the seagulls in the distance were circling in the sky, landing lightly on the sea surface from time to time.
Seeing the setting sun set in the west, the vast and boundless sea sparkling, it is another end, the end of a day...
Qin Xi squinted his eyes, and his eyes drifted to an unknown distance. He changed his tone before, and said calmly, "You look very lonely."
The corners of Xia Wuqian's mouth curled slightly, and he said in a hoarse voice: "There are people who love me, and there are people who envy me. I don't lack anything. Why do you say I'm lonely?"
"Look, your eyes are red."
"Is that so...you read it wrong."
Qin Xi looked at her seriously for a long time, with a sigh in his tone: "Is she worth it?"
She lowered her head, the wind blowing by the sea made her a little cold, she tightened her jacket: "I don't know, but I don't want to forget her at all, I really want her to come back."
After a pause, she continued: "To be honest, she disappointed me quite a bit. She disappointed me before, and she still disappoints me now. There is a saying that is true, how can the person who disappoints me only disappoint me once..."
"Live well." Qin Xi hesitated, as if he wanted to say something, but finally hesitated to speak.
"Of course I want to live well and not commit suicide, let alone die accidentally."
Although living is sometimes tiring, it is precisely because of faith and hope that I want to live forever.This world has its own aesthetics, and human beings are the most special existence in it. Only by living can we have a better life and the courage to face everything. Some people can easily get overwhelmed, but forget that in this world... I live for myself.
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