Cat Healing Team

Chapter 124 Unable to Save Myself 2

She left her mother, the woman who always beat her.

But will I really be happy if I follow my dad?

Wen Shuya was very much looking forward to it at the beginning. After the injury, her memory of that time became vague, which made her mental condition much better.

Dad is her God, and like God, he comes to save her when she needs him.

But this god is not a real god. It just happens that he doesn’t want to be criticized.

She had no idea how the hole on her head healed, but she was just extremely grateful to have left that devilish place.

When her father took her to ride a bicycle, her foot got stuck in the bicycle and she started crying. Her father even stepped on the bicycle a few times subconsciously.

It hurts so much.

But she didn't cry because her father praised her for being so strong.

Looking at the ankle that was still missing a piece after it healed, she didn't know what to say.

In fact, she is not strong.

This kind of life didn't last long. My father failed at work and started behaving like that woman.

.........

"Are you really my child?"

"Kneel here and recite it. If you can't finish reciting this book, you can't go to bed today."

She cried as she looked at the thick book, but she didn't dare cry out loud.

At that time, my father's business had not yet fully started, and they lived in a rental house, which had no floor. It hurt her to kneel on the cement floor...

In the end, she was cold and in pain but still hadn't finished reciting. She was so sleepy that she carefully stole a blanket from the bed, lay on the floor and fell asleep.

In the past, she had secretly climbed into bed, but was beaten when she was discovered...

I’m afraid, but is Dad really doing this for my own good?

Wen Shuya's eyes were confused, but when she thought of the scene where her father saved her, she chose to believe it.

They had been out playing before and passed by the willow tree.

Dad broke off a branch and hit her with it, smiling.

"Monkey, this hurts. If you don't obey me next time, I will use this to hit you."

Dad said that when she was little she jumped up and down like those crazy monkeys, so he called her Monkey.

Also, hitting people with willow branches really hurts, like a whip.

She was ten years old at this time, and the smile on her face had disappeared.

But later her father asked her again: "You don't smile at me every day. You used to love to smile so much."

She wanted to say: Dad, the past was the past.

But she still didn't say it.

She started school earlier than others. She wanted to know what others knew at that age, and she also wanted to know what they didn't know.

At first her grades were very good, but after being forced again and again and not allowed to go to bed unless she memorized the lessons, her grades got worse and worse.

She was so scared, but she really couldn't learn it, her mind was so confused.

Fortunately, Dad didn't care about her and just said something.

"I told you that your brother is smarter than you, but you didn't believe me."

But when she was a child, she was better than her brother.

Later, her younger brother was taken away by her mother, and later, she dreamed about the past.

In a trance, she remembered that when she was eight years old, she was the only one at home.

Because they went out to play, there was no food or money at home, and she didn't know how to cook.

They were out for three days.

What did she do during those three days?

She was eating the stale leftovers and looking out the window, wondering when her family would come back.

Finally, she was so hungry that she couldn't bear it anymore. When her father came back, he showed off to others and said to her:

"He's actually not dead."

So, he also knows that this can’t be done?

Wen Shuya woke up in disbelief. She tried a few words like those she had said before when traveling, and her father said it out loud.

Really.

It couldn't be more true.

She began to doubt, is her father really that good? Is he really doing this for her good?

At the same time, past memories slowly emerged in dreams.

Her father rented a messy place as a shop and took her there.

He knew clearly that it was not safe here. Everyone else was sympathizing with her, but he was the only one standing far away, looking superior, with disgust in his eyes.

……

Dad also said that she was a disaster star.

His company went bankrupt the year she was born, but he started making money the year her younger brother was born.

but……

What does your failure have to do with me?

She indulged herself in not studying and treated outsiders with a cheerful attitude.

At the beginning, I was forced to learn and no one got enough sleep. Later, the pressure was too great and I couldn’t learn at all.

It is hard to imagine that a child who used to always get first place would not be able to learn anything in the end, no matter how hard he tried.

Later, her father gave up on her, and she gave up on herself. At least she doesn't have to be forced anymore. She should be happy.

It was precisely because of these reasons that she failed the high school entrance examination.

Her father, now wealthy, spent $200,000 to send her to a good school.

Her classmates didn't like her because she was almost two years younger than them at that time and her behavior was a bit childish.

Some people like childish children and will take care of them and teach them to grow up.

But some people will feel disgusted.

But she is a person with connections, and those who know how she got into the school don't dare to bully her.

But she was not happy.

It’s not because she is isolated by others. She doesn’t care about those people at all. It’s not like she will have no one to chat with or die without these people.

She is still very strong mentally, otherwise she wouldn't be able to survive this long.

The reason she was unhappy was that she couldn't even get enough to eat.

Seven dollars a day is definitely enough to buy breakfast, but I can’t go home for lunch at school, so I have to eat in the cafeteria.

The biggest problem also emerged, which is

The cheapest set meal cost eight dollars, so she couldn't afford to eat.

We spent two hundred thousand to send her to school, but the money was not enough for her to eat one meal a day.

She was scared and afraid of being beaten, so she didn't dare to communicate with this man.

So she did something wrong, she lied about her tuition and fees, just that hundred.

She calculated that it was just enough for her to have food.

But this man always talks about how much money he makes now, how much of a failure his daughter is, and how much money he spent to get her into this school.

He called and asked the teacher for the specific amount.

Naturally, she was labeled a liar and was said to be naughty at such a young age and might break the law when she grows up.

Her father scolded her very harshly, and she thought she would be beaten badly, but he only hit her a few times and then scolded her continuously.

She is really tired...

Don't want to explain.

Anyway, no matter what she does, she is wrong, after all, it was her father and that so-called mother.

I've already said I don't want her.

I just thought he was a boy and was just fulfilling my so-called duty.

But is raising a child really just about giving him enough food to keep him from starving to death? But he didn’t even give him enough food.

Relatives also described the scene where the father chased the mother and beat her, trying to kill the baby in her belly, that is, herself...

It turned out that she was not the expected child.

She had to go to school by herself even though she had a fever, saying she was faking illness. Later, after being exposed to the wind for a day, she returned home with a fever of 40 degrees.

She was discovered by others because the door was not closed and she fell down in a state of confusion.

She was really lucky. She was not beaten to death, nor was she thrown to death, nor was she burned to death.

She would rather die, but she is afraid of the pain.

Later she developed a liking for eating snacks, because she couldn't eat enough anyway and she could buy more snacks.

But her father accused her of not eating.

it does not matter.

The girl said in her heart that it didn't matter, but her eyes were extremely confused, mixed with a little hatred.

But, he was the one who saved her from the brink of death. Although I heard that she was not taken to the hospital at that time, it was purely her luck.

But it's not that easy to give up...

This is a tangled feeling, accompanied by strong hatred and self-loathing.

Oh God, if I was not born to be expected...

Then why, why did you give birth to me without my consent?

It is my honor to be your child. I also want to grow up like those ordinary children.

If I could, I'd like to leave here now.

It doesn’t matter how you live or not live, it would be great if you could block out the pain.

…………

The scene ended here, and Wen Shuya’s voice slowly disappeared.

Now Wen Shuya's emotions have basically reached extremes.

She always smiles to others, but becomes crazy when she is alone.

She hated many people, including herself, and at the same time was afraid of her father.

Tuanzi took a deep breath, and the voice of the girl in the information appeared in his mind.

That was her voice.

Scumbag...

After so many years of fighting, how could I not be afraid? Why do I have to let others laugh at me and ask her to explain?

Tuanzi thought about it while running towards where Wen Shuya was, and there was an eager look in his eyes for the first time.

The only things she missed were her three years ago and the big yellow dog she kept in her heart.

But she is fourteen years old now, and her personality will be formed over the years. We must hurry up!

Tuanzi turned his back to the light and ran towards where she was.

It blocked the girl's way home. She was alone, expressionless, and her hair was cut like a boy's.

According to her previous conversations with others, she felt it was too troublesome and she actually didn’t know how to tie her hair.