Chapter 145 Unable to Save Myself 23
Chapter 145 Unable to Save Myself 23
Later, Tuanzi and Qin Hua left the home together.
Qin Hua doesn't care about a lot of things. She doesn't have any particular favorite and feels that they are all the same.
So, she finally chose the university where Wen Shuya was, and Tuanzi was also taken away.
Because if I don't take Tuanzi away, there will be no one to take care of him.
After several years of quarrels and fights, the relationship between the two people and the cat has become dull.
They understand each other, have a small goal, and they are each other's family.
Tuanzi runs through their lives, from their teenage years when they longed for love and redemption, to now when they are loved and trying to let go of the past.
Their love still exists, even after many, many years.
And Tuanzi has always been with them, helping them resolve small conflicts.
Quarrels are very common, and even non-violent ones can make people unhappy.
In fact, sometimes they don’t know why they quarrel, but Tuanzi knows but can’t say it.
They have too low self-esteem. Because of this, they care more about whether they are looked down upon and are more sensitive in testing others.
Once they think this way, they will subconsciously grow thorns to protect themselves, and then regret it after the other party is stabbed.
They cannot completely let go and cannot forget the pain of nearly ten years, so they still subconsciously protect themselves.
Every time this happened, Tuanzi would deliberately make trouble or pull them to play games to attract their attention.
They had hurt each other unconsciously, and wanted to apologize but were unwilling to be the first to bow their heads. However, every time their attention was diverted, they would quickly reconcile.
Give each other a way out. After all, you are all the same person. Why hurt someone who is also begging for love and care?
In fact, they rarely quarrel, but they care about each other too much, and the more they care, the more painful it is.
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Tuanzi, who had coaxed them into submission once again, felt a little helpless. He couldn't help but feel a little funny when he saw the two people sitting next to him crying and apologizing quietly.
It has been eleven years, and they have all grown up.
Tuanzi grew up with them, accompanied them in their studies, watched them graduate, and followed them in finding jobs.
From wandering around at the beginning to having my own little home not long ago.
It’s very small, but it is their future home.
It’s a pity that it can’t live here for long, but it’s great to see it with my own eyes.
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Tuanzi tilted his head, his golden eyes dimmed a little, with a hint of worry in them.
It can sense physical fatigue. It used to be able to accompany them to work, buy them breakfast from time to time, and always have endless energy.
But it’s no longer possible now, but Tuanzi never showed it in front of the two of them.
It didn't say anything, but its teeth were a little loose, its fur was no longer smooth, and its always bright cat eyes were a little dull.
This is the trace left by time, and it cannot be covered up by a cat.
They seemed to know this too, and would always stick with Tuanzi when they got home.
But stupid guy, it's all gone and never coming back.
So they should stay away from it.
Weren't they all very smart before? They even said they wouldn't be sad if it left them.
A liar who even cheats cats and yet has never cheated one.
Tuanzi suppressed the urge to go forward and ask for a hug, and buried her head to hold back her tears.
What to do, it is also a little reluctant...
Qin Hua and Wen Shuya are both in their twenties. They are unwilling to bow their heads when they have a quarrel. They cry and say sorry when they apologize, just like little children. They just shout and ignore you when they have a quarrel.
No matter how old they are, they still act like children. I don’t know how others come to think that they are so great.
Tuanzi lay on the bed holding his tail, feeling sad but helpless.
I don’t know what they will do after it leaves if there is no cat to coax them. Tuanzi has seen how difficult it has been for them to get to this point, and he doesn’t want the two of them to be separated as soon as he leaves.
It raised its head and saw a small photo frame on the bedside table. In the photo, two people and a cat were smiling happily.
It was taken the year they graduated, and has been kept until now.
Tuanzi moved, stood up and walked over there, wanting to see it more clearly.
Its claws were about to touch the photo frame, and the blurry outline in its sight gradually became clear, but it was suddenly picked up.
"Why don't you want to hug me this time, Bai Cai?"
"The runaway kitten will be punished!!"
"Let mommy hug you. What kind of kitten would want to run away without being comforted by mommy~"
"Hehehe~"
Tuanzi met the two people's malicious eyes in confusion and became a little nervous subconsciously, especially when Qin Hua, whose voice sounded like a child, called herself "mom" in a hoarse voice.
No, I really can't stand it. I feel like a few-year-old kid is calling himself the mother.
Wen Shuya laughed in a strange and crazy way.
He was quite cute when he was a child, but now he has such a bad temper that I really don’t know what to say.
The next second, Wen Shuya and Qin Hua's heads came over and rubbed Tuanzi. Tuanzi, who thought it was just a rub at first, breathed a sigh of relief.
It wasn't until three minutes later when they still hadn't stopped that Tuanzi realized how naive she was.
In the end, Tuanzi's fur became messy and a little wet. Instead of wiping their tears, these two people used the cat to wipe them. Is there any member of the Cat Association who can come? It wants to report it!!!
In the end, Tuanzi huddled in a corner depressedly, licking his fur, and the Cat Association that he had been looking forward to did not show up.
Qin Hua and Wen Shuya were behind Tuanzi. Their expressions were no longer smiling, but a little sad. However, they just sat there quietly without moving.
Tuanzi thought he had fooled them, but he was the one who was fooled.
They lied to each other and kept secrets from each other, as if everything would be alright.
Tuanzi pretended that she was in good health and tried to make them happy as she did before.
They had long known that Tuanzi's health was deteriorating day by day, and they hoped that Tuanzi could leave with peace of mind, but they also wanted to see his helpless and concerned look.
The three of them were weaving a web for each other. The name of the web was happiness, but it was made of lies.
As long as the net is not broken, they can all deceive themselves.
I have been deceiving myself for a long time, and I have been deceiving myself that it is not time to leave yet.
They didn't want to hurt each other, but lies are just lies after all and cannot stand the test of time.
The same is true for a web woven of lies; no matter how strong it looks, it is essentially fragile.
In fact, the longer you weave, the more painful the backlash will be.
They know that this day will come and they will not be able to escape it, but they still comfort themselves and try to seek that short-lived happiness.
Time goes very fast at certain times and very slow at certain times.
When you are happy, you always ignore the passage of time and concentrate on one thing.
When you are in pain, you naturally cannot concentrate. You will just feel tortured and time will seem to pass extra slowly.
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