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Chapter 42 The Tragic Love History of the Old Virgin

Not many people would believe that the Second Young Master of the Shen family is actually an old virgin!Many people even think that he should be a playboy who spends too much time among the flowers.So the identity of an old virgin has always been a thorn in Shen Boyan's heart.

Speaking of it, Shen Ershao's love life was really bumpy.He was born with a golden spoon in his mouth since he was a child, and he looks handsome and coquettish. Naturally, there are many people who like him. He also made many good friends, and followed them to many luxurious places. He has seen all kinds of beautiful women. Got a lot of girlfriends.But there is a secret that he never dared to tell anyone since he was a child - he can't be hard on women!He also appreciates beautiful and sweet women, but only at the level of appreciation. When he thinks of those girls making out with him, it's like a worm growing in a beautiful apple, and he immediately loses interest.So for a long time, Shen Boyan once wondered if there was something wrong with his body, although he was still very strong when he masturbated.

When he was a little older, a man also showed his affection to him. He was very frightened and felt very terrified and disgusted. He immediately punched the man and warned him not to appear in front of him again.There are also some handsome boys around him, he will have a good impression, but he is not aware of his sexuality at the time, at most he is called brothers, and he will not go any further.If he had a slightly cross-border thought, he would think of the first man who confessed to him, and he was immediately bound by his fear.Later, when I left home to study in Europe, I saw a lot of homosexual things, and my fear gradually decreased, and I began to feel confused about my life.

Until one day, by chance, he saw a video of Lu Jungan on the Internet.At that time, Lu Junqian had just debuted, and he was already a hot newcomer. Shen Boyan recognized that Lu Junqian was handsome at first glance, but he still had a bit of disdain—he was also a handsome guy himself, so he was not willing to admit that others were more handsome than himself. Where to go.But after watching the whole video, I don't know whether it was Lu Junqian's eyes or smile, or something else that hit the most secret point in his heart, giving him an indescribable feeling.

When I was masturbating in the room that night, Lu Junqian's figure kept popping up in my mind, substituting Lu Jungan into the pornographic pictures and videos he had seen, which actually made him feel extremely exciting, and he accidentally masturbated too much. My head is dizzy.

Shen Boyan felt that he was perverted because of this, and was troubled by taboo pleasure and guilty daze, and finally couldn't help but secretly seek a psychiatrist.Under the counseling of a psychiatrist, he finally accepted his sexuality.In fact, he has always liked men. As for why he was homophobic before, Shen Boyan thought for a while and thought it was because the first man who confessed to him was so ugly, which left him with a psychological shadow and made him recognize himself The nature of the process was delayed for several years.In addition, his mother instilled in him since he was a child that his love and marriage will be used as bargaining chips in his struggle for power in the future, which also caused him a lot of psychological pressure.But the appearance of Lu Junqian liberated him from the shadow and pressure.

Shen Boyan finally returned to China after finishing his degree abroad. At first, he didn't expect to find the lover of his dreams. After all, Lu Junqian was still a relatively illusory existence to him, and he hadn't figured out how to get along with his family. gay.

As soon as he returned to China, his family was eager to arrange for him to attend various social occasions. He was almost 25 years old after finishing his master's degree. Gradually, he discovered that Shen Boyan didn't get close to women very much in various situations, and instead got along better with men, so he began to doubt his sexual orientation.Shen Boyan worked so hard to hide the secret, and finally couldn't help but confess to his eldest brother that he likes men.

Fortunately, Shen Qingyu has been very supportive of what this younger brother wants to do since he was a child, and even began to introduce him to boyfriends without telling the family. not on.It wasn't until Shen Qingyu found out that Shen Boyan would have fun looking at Lu Jungan's photos on his phone, so he found an opportunity to bring Shen Boyan to a banquet organized by a friend.The banquet invited many celebrities from the entertainment industry to participate, and Lu Junqian was among them.

That was the first time Shen Boyan met Lu Jungan, but things didn't go very smoothly—before that, Lu Jungan's existence was to Shen Boyan what Asuna was to anime nerds, not a real person, but Existence of masturbation on mobile phones and computers only when masturbating.So when he saw Lu Jun doing a real person for the first time, Shen Boyan, who had developed a conditioned reflex, became shamefully hard.

Therefore, many people who participated in the banquet left the first impression of the Second Young Master of the Shen family - this person was extremely deep and restrained, because he sat there almost throughout the banquet and never got up...

Of course, Shen Boyan didn't mention the reason for the embarrassment of this black history, and even Shen Qingyu didn't know why Shen Boyan seemed indifferent when he finally met the lover of his dreams.

After that, Shen Boyan finally hooked up with Lu Junqian.And successfully ascended to the position, became what Lu Jun did - a fan of brains.

In fact, in many people's minds, Shen Boyan is a [-]% playboy.When Shen Ershao was young, he changed his female companions faster than anyone else, and they were not entangled, and they were broken as soon as they were broken, which showed that he was ungrateful and ungrateful.When he suddenly changed his temper and started to hang around Mr. Lu, it seemed to others that he was tired of vegetarian dishes and wanted to eat meat, or that he was tired of red wine and wanted to try something white.As for why he hasn't gotten tired of following Lu Jun's ass for so long?Probably the best thing you can't get.Many people even believed that Lu Junqian was a red flag in Shen Boyan's heart, but there was definitely no shortage of colored flags outside him.For this kind of misunderstanding, Shen Xiaogou is really more wronged than Dou E of June Feixue, and there is no way to justify this wrongness.

Shen Boyan really didn't know how to pursue people.From childhood to adulthood, others took the initiative to stick to him. If he appreciates it, Gogou fingers will come.If you can't hook it, no one cares about anyone, pull it down!But Lu Jungan was the white moonlight in his heart.He knew that Lu Junqian had dated female celebrities, but he had never heard of any relationship between him and other men.After all, homosexuality is not as simple as that of men and women. If boyfriends and girlfriends can't do it, maybe they can still be friends, and there may even be opportunities in the future.But many straight men are extremely disgusted with homosexuality, and Shen Boyan is very afraid that they will turn against each other after this layer of paper is punctured.Therefore, he has always only dared to approach cautiously, probing step by step.

First, he looked for an opportunity to hook Lu Junqian's shoulder, and when he succeeded, he tried to hug Lu Jungan's waist, but was pushed away... tried to hold hands, but was pulled away again... tried to say a few ambiguous words, whether Lu Juncould accept his fault ...Trying to send a message to tell him that I like you and want to have sex with you so much that you are going crazy, but after I went crazy, I didn't dare to send the message, so I silently deleted it...

Lu Junqian's resistance seemed to be a little bit resistant, but the disgust didn't seem to be very disgusting.Shen Boyan really has nothing against him.

Shen Boyan is obsessed with Lu Junqian, part of this obsession comes from his taboo about his old virgin status - for so many years, because he couldn't figure out his sexual orientation, even he himself thought that he was impotent and wanted to It wasn't for Lu Junqian who helped him recognize himself, maybe he could only spend his life with his right hand.Although until now, in the lonely time of the dead of night, only his right hand is still with him...

Lu Jungan was always so kind and friendly, and he refused to say a word that made people completely disheartened.In the past three years, there have been several times when Shen Boyan thought that he was about to succeed, but as long as he took a step forward, Lu Junqian would take a step back. Their relationship will always remain in a state that makes Shen Boyan scratch his heart but refuses to give up. superior.This kind of misery, recalling it now, is still a bitter tear...

The square dance aunts are still trying to help him find a partner.A kind-hearted aunt helped him out: "Oh, what's wrong with never being in a relationship, young people nowadays are like this, they are all focused on their careers. This guy can shoot commercials at a young age, and his career must be doing very well. Don't you, lad?"

Shen Boyan responded awkwardly.

He chatted with the square dancing aunts for a while, all the drinks were served, Lu Lingheng also came back after urinating, Shen Boyan asked everyone to rest for another 5 minutes, and tried to perform well when shooting commercials later, and then went back to the monitor .

Lu Lingheng was sitting there hiding from the sun. Seeing him come back, he casually asked, "What were you talking about just now?"