Double sleep

Chapter 51 The Past

Unexpectedly, Ling Rusi and Ling Rusi maximized the utilization rate of the new house in the second half of August.The two of them stayed at home almost all day, except for going out in the morning to buy vegetables at a nearby market, and taking a walk along the river after dinner in the afternoon.

Tired and crooked, lingering, the turbulent tide of love fills every corner of the house, and every day there is always one with weak legs and trembling hands to hug and fall asleep in satisfaction.

It seems that no matter how they express themselves, they are not smooth enough, and no matter how hoarse they are, they are not happy enough.

Every day, the heart feels full, like a bread that has been baked until it is plump and golden brown. With a slight touch, the hot and spicy liquid inside will burst out.

Occasionally, there will be a trace of panic in the bottom of my heart, as if I am still afraid that the years will change in the blink of an eye.

Therefore, Ling Rusi developed a new sleep habit, before going to sleep, his hands should be firmly encircled, his fingers intertwined, and his legs should be firmly clasped together.The whole person is like a sucker fish with strong suction, only in this way can she sleep peacefully.

Unexpectedly, he was often woken up by being hooped in the middle of the night, took a few breaths of fresh air, and then let Ling Rusi be hooped and continued to sleep.

Ling Rusi slept until midnight, feeling in a daze that the people around her were extremely restless and breathing heavily.She raised her hand and groped in the darkness for a moment, feeling cold sweat on her hand.She turned around and turned on the night light by the bedside, and saw that she was lying on her side with her brows furrowed, her eyes closed tightly, panting heavily.It was as if being chased by someone in a dream and I couldn't control it no matter how I escaped, or I was immersed in great pain and couldn't get out.

Ling Rusi's heart speeded up in an instant, and he poked his teeth and claws out from the darkness in all directions in an inexplicable panic.She pushed and called softly twice. Seeing that the other party didn't respond, she suddenly raised her voice and shouted: "Unexpectedly! Wake up! Unexpectedly!"

Unexpectedly, when she opened her eyes, she still hadn't adapted to the sudden light from the bedside lamp. She tiredly raised her hand to cover her eyelids, and turned her head to see that the person sitting beside her was looking at her with panic and anxiety.Consciousness gradually became clearer, and the depressed mood from the dream just now remained on his face.She stretched out her arms and pulled Ling Rusi into her embrace, and said hoarsely, "It's okay, I'm having a nightmare."

Ling Rusi put his arms around her, stroking her side by side with his palm, and asked, "What did you dream about?"

Surprisingly, the arms that embraced Ling Rusi subconsciously increased their strength, almost strangling him in her arms. She shook her head on the pillow, and her eyes still had a bit of sadness from the dream: "I can't say without brushing my teeth."

Ling Rusi kissed the side of unexpectedly's neck, and her palm was still gently moving back and forth on her side with a soothing meaning, and she said, "Go to sleep, keep the lights on. Don't be afraid."

Unexpectedly, there was a slight "um" in his throat, and he took Ling Rusi's hand that was stroking her, his fingers passed through the gaps between his fingers, and he held it tightly.

After a while, the breathing of the person in her arms gradually became clear and gentle, exhaling evenly, and the breath was blowing on the side of her neck, warm and soft.He actually lay on the bed without moving, and his breathing slowed down and became even.It's like two people embracing each other and entering the dreamland again.

In fact, she never closed her eyes. She lay quietly all the time, staring blankly at the ceiling with her eyes open in the dark bedroom.Maybe it was because of the dim light, those glass-colored eyes that were always sparkling with stars were dim, like stagnant water in a lake without wind or waves.

The labor pain brought about by the dream was so real that she couldn't even open her eyes, and she was still trapped in the crying grief.

Actually, I seldom dream, and the quality of sleep has always been good, which can be called falling asleep.She is the kind of person next to you who told you a second ago that I can't sleep tonight due to insomnia.You didn't even have time to fart to her, and she fell asleep in a second.

Tonight is no exception.In the first half of the night, she fell asleep in the dark, and suddenly woke up. In the darkness of the bedroom, she saw a dark shadow by the window sill, and flew towards her.Before she had time to react, she felt her body was soft and heavy, as if she was stuck in a swamp, her limbs could not move.It was as if someone swung a [-]-kilogram sledgehammer over her heart, until she couldn't breathe.

The blood in his whole body seemed to be solidified into lead, and he couldn't move, shout, or breathe.She could only look for help in the dark.

But there was no one around, not even a sound, the space seemed to be still, and even a little air flow could not be felt, the whole space became a dead object.

Light and shadow flow.Her eyes suddenly lit up, and dozens of large round light bulbs gathered above her head, illuminating the world in front of her like daytime.She was still lying there unable to move.But there was a sound in her ear, she heard the long beeping of the instrument, the iron wheels scraping against the tiled floor, the hurried footsteps, and the heart-piercing weeping full of despair.

She knew the crying sound even after being burned to ashes and turned into mud. It was Ling Rusi, whom she couldn't love enough.

Her heart should still be in severe pain from being swung by a heavy hammer, but she didn't seem to feel it, or even feel the heat and beating in her chest.She was terribly disturbed by Ling Rusi's crying, and she really wanted to rush out to find her, and hug him tightly.But she still couldn't move.

Gradually, she felt that her body was getting lighter and lighter, so light that she could float up, like a hydrogen balloon. If the child's little hand didn't hold the soft rope at the end of the balloon, she would fly away lightly, farther and farther away , until it disappears, until it never comes back.

She literally floated up, floating in mid-air above the ceiling.Her perspective changed from looking up from being unable to move to looking down while floating in mid-air.Then, she saw herself lying on a bed, covered with a white sheet, and there seemed to be faintly printed red words on the sheet, which was vague and indistinct.Ling Rusi knelt beside the bed, shaking her shoulders desperately with both arms, and patted her cheek with her palm.She tried her best to wake her up, to wake her up.

She actually floated in mid-air and shouted: "I'm here, don't be afraid, I'm here." She opened her mouth wide and shouted until she lost control of her expression, only then did she realize that she couldn't make any sound at all.

She slammed around anxiously, smashing the wall and knocking on the door, only to find that her attack with full strength seemed to fall on the cotton, and as soon as she touched all the strength, she was sucked away instantly, and then there was no wave.

She found that she could move, although she was floating like a duckweed, at least she could follow Ling Rusi.

She followed her back to the home, which looked strange and familiar, but very kind, and there was the smell of the two of them everywhere.After Ling Rusi pressed a string of codes at the door, the door opened, and a round, thick black object rushed out.He stopped at the door and saw Ling Rusi outside the door, looked behind Ling Rusi suspiciously, then grinned and stuck out his pink tongue, panting "hahaha".

It was a fat, black, round and plump Fadou, which made people feel that it was not light.When he shook his round and fat black buttocks to Ling Rusi, he could actually think of the feeling of that big buttocks sitting on his lap as if they were going to break.

Ling Rusi even forgot to change her shoes when she entered the door. When she saw Heifa Dou coming to meet her, she knelt on the ground and hugged the dog's solid body. Tears flowed down like gushes, and wet her clothes and the dog's fur all over her body. .

Her voice was so hoarse that she almost lost her voice, as if it was crushed in her throat, she said, "My lord, you don't have a father anymore."

The prince turned his face to lick Ling Rusi's tears, and found that he licked more and more.The prince even wondered if he got the saliva on Ling Rusi's face, so he didn't continue to lick it.His chin rested obediently on Ling Rusi's shoulder, and the drooping corners of his eyes matched with a pair of huge dog eyes. His whole expression looked pitiful and aggrieved, with a hint of sadness.

The prince looked pitifully, aggrieved and sadly at Yun Ran who was standing beside Ling Rusi, unexpectedly squatted down and wanted to hug Ling Rusi into his arms, only to find that the trembling and silently crying man was close at hand, But nothing can be touched.As long as she stretched out her hand, every time she was about to touch it, she seemed to be secretly moved by an invisible force, pulling away quietly.No matter how hard she tried, how close she was, how she stretched her arms, people were always beyond her palm.

He actually withdrew his hand in despair, stopped in front of the prince, and wanted to reach out to touch it, although he couldn't touch it either.When she stretched out her hand, the prince leaned close to his nose and sniffed it vigorously. Then, he still had that pitiful, aggrieved and sad face.

He actually followed Ling Rusi for a long time, and saw Ling Rusi taking the prince to the hospital alone, carrying the dog back with trembling hands.Seeing Ling Rusi took out her mobile phone to send her messages and voice calls from time to time.Saw her stubbornly making three different breakfasts every morning.I saw her go crazy over and over again through alcohol.I saw her wake up countless times in the middle of the night and sit alone on the bay window in a daze.

Afterwards, Ling Rusi's face no longer had a flying look, and his eyes, which were as dark as ink, were no longer crystal clear.She seemed to have forgotten how to raise the corners of her lips.Still alive but lifeless, like a robot programmed every day, eating, working and resting are only part of the system settings.No purpose, no point.

I can only look at it like this, and follow.The distance of that palm can never be walked.Ling Rusi couldn't get out either.

She didn't know how much time had passed, and she didn't know where she was.There is no light or wind circulating around her, no sound and no consciousness.She only stubbornly kept her eyes open, and drifted back and forth with the person she loved deeply.

Until she saw her lose her life, even the fireworks in the world seemed to be unable to ignite the slightest bit when they fell on her.Until she watched her walk into the bathroom with a snow-blue jar and slide into the bathtub.

Unexpectedly, the eyes turned black, and completely lost the last sense like being blind.Her mouth, nose, body, tongue, and even the last eye disappeared.She fell into the boundless darkness, her body couldn't sense and couldn't move, her ears were so quiet that it seemed that she had never heard crying since she was born.She kept falling, with no end and nowhere to go.

I don't know how long it has passed, it may be as long as a century, or it may be just a few milliseconds of breathing.Suddenly there was a little light in front of her eyes, slowly tearing the darkness from the distant sky.When the light almost covered the darkness, she heard a distant and ethereal voice saying: "Go back~ It's a dream~~"

Later, I heard a familiar voice calling her so anxiously and terrified, bringing her back from the sad and violent nightmare.

When she opened her eyes unexpectedly, she thought, I finally walked the distance of that palm.

Outside the window, crisp birdsong rang out one after another, and unstoppable skylight poured in through the curtains.Actually finally fell asleep in the sound of birdsong.

When I woke up, there was a burst of food aroma into my nose, and the most authentic fireworks came from this busy and noisy world.

Ling Rusi walked into the room with light steps, sat down by the bed, kissed her forehead, and said, "Are you awake? I made you something delicious."

She actually pulled the person closer to her arms, buried her face in Ling Rusi's neck and took a few breaths, inhaling the familiar smell of her lover into her lungs and imprinting it in her mind.

She felt that this scene seemed familiar. They seemed to have been together for a long time, so long that people thought that half a lifetime had passed, and they were old in a blink of an eye.