Chapter 70 Steps
Chapter 70 Steps
This was something Shang Yu could not have wished for back then, but now, it was like a slap on Shang Yu's face.
He only felt that his face was hot and angry, and finally it all turned into sadness.
There are thoughts that have been repeated hundreds of times in my heart, and it is not worth repeating.
Shang Yu knew that as long as he had a bit of backbone, he couldn't get that key.But at the same time, he found out with great hatred that he really wanted it.
He said to give up, but he still wants to have Guan Cheng.
He stood where he was, watching Guan Cheng eat.The calmness and elegance exuded by Guan Cheng are in stark contrast to his embarrassment.He seems to have returned to the beginning of everything, in a dilemma, throwing things away.
At this time, Shang Yu saw the hickey on the back of Guan Cheng's neck again.
He was in a trance, and blurted out: "Brother Guan, there are marks on your neck, you can see it when you lower your head."
Guan Cheng's hands stopped.
Shang Yu said in a low voice: "Block it, you probably don't want other people to know. In the future, if you are with other people...if you are with others, other people will not be like me, and have no sense of restraint."
He wants to turn around.
Guan Cheng looked over at this moment, and Shang Yu swore that he could see a trace of anger in Guan Cheng's gaze.
Shang Yu thought: I seem to have pissed him off again.
But he obviously just wanted to make Guan Cheng happy.
Shang Yu watched Guan Cheng take a deep breath, then sneered, and said, "It seems that you don't intend to have it."
This sentence fell straight to Shang Yu's heart.Tears came down suddenly, and he said, "Of course I want to—cough, cough, cough." With a piercing cough, he covered his mouth, feeling the fishy sweetness in his throat, "But, cough, I... ..."
He just thought: Did I really miss it long ago?Everything he is doing now is just forcing, making both of them unhappy.
He heard someone approaching, it was Guan Cheng coming over.
Shang Yu knew how ugly his current state was.He subconsciously took a step back, seeing that Guan Cheng also stopped in place because of his actions.
There is clearly only one meter distance between them, but they seem to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.Shang Yu's coughing stopped, his tears were still falling, but he didn't wipe them away, he just looked at Guan Cheng like this.He saw the complexity in Guan Cheng's eyes, which made Shang Yu feel even more sad.He wanted to ask, oh, I did something wrong again, I did something wrong again, right?
But at this time, Guan Cheng said: "When I went to the hospital that day, you wrote a new song, have you finished writing it now?"
Shang Yu was taken aback.
Guan Cheng said, "Sing it to me."
Shang Yu's heartbeat couldn't stop.
He said: "...I'm singing now, it should be very hard to hear."
His voice is in such a bad state, even when he first entered the door today, it wouldn't be like this.
But Guan Cheng said, "It's okay, I want to hear you sing."
Shang Yu looked at him, imagining his gaze as his own fingers to trace Guan Cheng's eyebrows.His lover, his god, his muse.All his pains, all his joys.
No accompaniment, no soundtrack, just a rotten voice.He stood in a strange place, where he didn't know whether he was welcome, and sang his new song.
He saw that Guan Cheng was looking at him very intently, with his fingers clasped in front of him, tapping little by little according to the rhythm of the song.
The corners of Shang Yu's lips curled up little by little, and at the beginning, there was still a cry in his voice.But in the end, his mood was much calmer, and he could finish it peacefully.
Guan Cheng asked him, "Have you chosen a name?"
Shang Yu said, "Phoenix."
Rise from the ashes.
Guan Cheng smiled and said, "I guessed it."
Seeing his smile, Shang Yu felt moved again, and said in a low voice, "I really can't sing well. The demo has already been sent to others, and it may be bought by other singers to sing."
No matter who it is, it is better than him now.
Guan Cheng said, "I think you sing very well."
Shang Yu looked at him and wanted to kiss him again.
Guan Cheng said: "When I listen to the song, I can think... there are many, many fires around you. They are burning, and if you touch you, you will not shrink back."
Shang Yu said, "Brother Guan, do you want me to get that key?"
Isn't this a humiliation, but a step?
He saw Guan Cheng's eyelashes flutter, and after that, Guan Cheng said, "Let's go eat."
Shang Yu knew the answer.
He also knew that he must not laugh, at least not too obviously.
He watched Guan Cheng turn around and go to the table, walking with the same hands and feet.
Shang Yu went up and put the bag aside again, the fresh-keeping boxes inside collided with each other, making a slight sound.He hugged Guan Cheng again, his movements were very light, and Guan Cheng could break free with just a little movement.
But Guan Cheng didn't.
He let Shang Yu kiss him, and said to himself, "Thank you."
Guan Cheng's Adam's apple rolled, and he felt Shang Yu's hand come down, pinch his neck, lift his chin, and rub his cheek from the side like a puppy.
Not uncomfortable, just itchy.
Guan Cheng repeated: "Go to eat——hmm."
Shang Yu said, "I love you."
Guan Cheng paused, and Shang Yu said again: "I love you, I love you so much."
Guan Cheng took a deep breath, and finally pushed Shang Yu back with his elbow.
Shang Yu looked at him, tilted his head and smiled, and followed.
No breakfast, great physical exertion, and ups and downs in mood, all these made Shang Yu eat more than usual.
When he was eating, he felt that Guan Cheng was always looking at him.Shang Yu intentionally took an opportunity to look back, but Guan Cheng didn't show any difference, he was still calm, and asked him: "Your throat is like that before, can you eat ordinary food now?"
Shang Yu's heart warmed, and he replied: "It's ok, but it's better to be soft, and you can't eat spicy food."
Guan Cheng was thoughtful.
Shang Yu coughed lightly, and Guan Cheng's gaze changed immediately.He thought: Brother Guan is concerned about me, he just hasn't let go yet.
Shang Yu said: "Brother Guan, my studio is currently undergoing reorganization. Due to the reduction in staff, the previously rented space is too large, and I am thinking of moving out recently."
Guan Cheng didn't speak.
Shang Yu tried to say: "I have thought about it, just move to the place where I live now. But if this is the case, it will still be inconvenient..."
Guan Cheng asked, "Where are your parents?"
Shang Yu said: "They have returned to Ningcheng and have to go to work."
The nature of work of Shang Yu's parents determines that they cannot stay in Haicheng for a long time.
Shang's mother is better, now that it's summer vacation, she suggested that she should spend more time in Haicheng, but Shang Yu declined.
Because of this sudden man-made disaster, the relationship between him and his parents eased a lot.Occasionally, his parents would ask him how he is doing with Mr. Guan.
Shang Yu saw the hard work of his parents, but he still couldn't face it.The two sides respect each other as guests, and the rift already exists, and it will take a long time to mend it.
It's the same with parents, and it's the same with Guan Cheng.
Guan Cheng said "Oh", and Shang Yu pumped himself up, then continued his efforts, and asked, "Can I come and stay here? I can just sleep in the guest room, and there are not many things."
Guan Cheng looked at him, and Shang Yu was so nervous that he held his breath, thinking again: Brother Guan cares about me, loves me, so he should promise me.
He saw Guan Cheng smiled, and Shang Yu was fascinated by it, and wanted to write a new song.
Guan Cheng said, "No."
Shang Yu was immediately dragged into reality.Although disappointed, but not surprised by this answer.
He nodded honestly, and asked Guan Cheng if he wanted another bowl of rice, with a natural look on his face, as if he hadn't met the request in advance.
Guan Cheng also rejected him, put down his chopsticks, and said, "I'm done eating."
Shang Yu asked: "Then are you going to the company now?"
Guan Cheng glanced at the clock on the wall, "Wait a while, Lao Feng doesn't come until 01:30, I'm going to sleep."
Shang Yu cheered up immediately, "Okay, I'll put the bowl in the dishwasher first."
Guan Cheng had a half-smile, and said, "Shang Yu, don't always try to make yourself fat with one bite."
Shang Yu paused for a moment, then said with a smile, "Then I will eat slowly."
Guan Cheng was a little surprised by his reaction, but he was still satisfied.He went to take a nap, and when he came out, the house was already quiet, the dining room and kitchen were clean and tidy, and there were no shoes brought by Shang Yu by the porch.
Shang Yu has already left.
After confirming this point, Guan Cheng stood there for a while, then went downstairs as usual, and saw Feng Dao who was already waiting in the parking lot.
Feng Dao didn't know what happened in the morning, he only knew that Guan Cheng changed his mind temporarily and refused to go to the company.He was worried at first, but after meeting Guan Cheng, he found that Guan Cheng was in a good mood.
Feng Dao gradually relaxed and drove quietly.
There was an accident on the way.
Due to the traffic jam, Guan Cheng spent a long time in the morning, so he didn't really want to read documents in the car at the moment.He ordered: "Old Feng, play some music."
He meant classical music, but when Feng Dong turned on the radio, Shang Yu's voice came out.Feng Dao broke out in a cold sweat immediately, thinking that this morning, because Guan Cheng didn't go to the company, he drove his daughter off, and that the daughter had indeed touched the operation panel.
Feng Dao swallowed his saliva and wanted to quickly switch to other stations.
He was about to move, but Guan Cheng said, "Just this."
Feng Dao was completely stunned.
The car moved slowly on the road, and Shang Yu's voice rang in the car.The radio station is playing "The Sparrow in a Cage". It has been more than half a year since its release, and it is still a frequent visitor on various video software, and it is still the record holder on the music app.Because his daughter likes it, Feng Dao actually knew how to hum this song a long time ago, but he never performed it in front of Guan Cheng.
Seriously speaking, this was the first time Guan Cheng listened to the lyrics carefully.
But while he was listening, his mind was a little distracted. He always thought of Shang Yu singing another song with a hoarse voice in front of him an hour ago.
Shang Yu could write songs when he was the least confident in the past.Guan Cheng knew [-]% of the truth about the plagiarism incident, and he knew that Shang Yu really recorded several new songs in just one week, filmed the MV, and then became popular.
But now, he doesn't even have such confidence.When confronted with Guan Cheng, he said "It should be ugly" and "I can't sing really well" - but that was Shang Yu, it was a show that was popular all over the country, and within two years he almost became a domestic singer Peak, Shang Yu is a sold-out show even if he goes on a foreign tour.
His career was cut off, but he could still cheer up and think about the future.
Guan Cheng let out a long sigh of relief.
It has been a long summer of many experiences.
At the end of July, Shang Yu had an overnight stay at Guan Cheng's house, sleeping in the guest room.
In early August, Shang Yu took two pieces of clothes and put them in Guan Cheng's house, but Guan Cheng didn't say anything.
In mid-August, at night, Shang Yu was still lying on the master bed.He hugged Guan Cheng, their skins stuck together.Guan Cheng was a little hot, he pushed Shang Yu, asking him to let go.Turning his head, he saw Shang Yu again looking sad.
Guan Cheng first thought: This kid seems to have figured out me, I can't let him succeed.
He was unmoved.
After a while, Shang Yu closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep.Guan Cheng looked at him for a moment, then groped his hands on the wall to lower the temperature of the air conditioner.There was movement during the period, and Shang Yu's eyes opened again.
Guan Cheng withdrew his hand as if nothing had happened, and said, "Go to sleep."
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