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Chapter 26

"Brother Gong! Why don't you come out and have fun with the brothers, what are you doing here?" Wen Zheng, who was drunk, came over with a smile, shaking the wine bottle, and the strong smell of alcohol instantly suppressed Gong Jiang's mint smell , Feng Ying frowned, and broke Wen Zheng's hand from Gong Jiang's shoulder.

"Brother Wen, you drank too much, let's go out, don't disturb Xiao Jiang." After finishing speaking, Feng Ying carried him out of the balcony amidst Wen Zheng's clamor.

The lobby is full of excitement again.

Calling others "Brother Wen", but not calling himself "Brother Gong", this brat is getting more and more indifferent.Gong Jiang despised Feng Ying with disgust, turned around and joined their excitement, and the question she wanted to ask just now was thrown out of the blue.

Gong Jiang had the most unforgettable birthday in her life. After this day, Gong Jiang looked at Feng Ying and her brothers with rare tenderness.

It's a pity that before he had time to tender his heart, he was punctured abruptly by one incident.

Feng Ying became very strange.

Since my birthday, I have been absent-minded in every practice and training, unable to enter the state, and my expressions and movements are as stiff as a hard stone, which is not natural at all.

At first, Gong Jiang thought that his condition was not adjusted well, so she said a few words of comfort, but later found that his condition was getting worse and worse, so she had to have a long talk with him.

Feng Ying still didn't change, but became more and more preoccupied, and even irritatedly refused to listen to Gong Jiang's words.

"What exactly do you want?" Gong Jiang's last trace of patience was completely shattered after Feng Ying refused to accept his opinion.

"Don't do it, don't do it, I don't want to do it anymore." Feng Ying took off his coat irritably, and threw it on the sofa, "Ah, I'm so tired, I'm lazy, I don't want to do it."

The blue veins on Gong Jiang's forehead suddenly bulged, and each word seemed to be squeezed out from between the teeth: "What, what, meaning, thinking?"

"It's just that I don't want to do it." Feng Ying looked Gong Jiang straight in the eyes, and said righteously, "Anyway, I can't do my best, and I'm always being taught by you, so annoying."

"Do you know how difficult it is for me to find resources for you? You actually told me not to do it?" Gong Jiang couldn't help but raise her tone.

"Either don't do it, or do it to the best" is the professional code he pursues. He treats models well, but also treats them harshly. Behaviors like Feng Ying who give up halfway are absolutely strictly prohibited in his professional code.

"I just don't want to do it anymore," Feng Ying flung himself on the sofa with an indifferent look, "Anyway, you don't understand how I feel."

Gong Jiang paused, and tried to talk to Feng Ying in a calm tone: "I told you before that you can tell me if you have any troubles, and I can help you solve them. If you refuse to talk, you don't want to do it now. , What exactly do you want? I have an audition the day after tomorrow, how can I take you there in your state?"

"Then don't bring it, anyway, I have no talent, if I can't do it well, I will only embarrass you!" The fuse was suddenly ignited, and Feng Ying stood up and shouted at Gong Jiang.

Gong Jiang had been trying to suppress her anger before, but when Feng Ying's noisy voice yelled, the long-simmering molten liquid erupted.

"Okay! You are amazing, your uncle!" Gong Jiang gave Feng Ying a thumbs up sarcastically, "Would you like to go to the audition the day after tomorrow? Treat me as a white-eyed wolf for nothing!"

It was the first time the two quarreled, and the chill of the cold war was like frost pressing on their heads.

Gong Jiang doesn't understand Feng Ying's mind, and Feng Ying doesn't know Gong Jiang's professional attitude. The gap between the age of the two and the purchasing agent has cracked at this most critical moment, and it is getting bigger and bigger.

Although Feng Ying lost his temper, he still went to the audition the day after tomorrow.

In fact, Gong Jiang was angry not only with Feng Ying's attitude, but also with Feng Ying's abandonment of this great opportunity.

For this audition, Gong Jiang spent a lot of interpersonal relationships and words to get it. The reason why she wanted to be on the "Shang Zuo" outer cover was to get this opportunity.

Ellendu is the only men's suit brand in China that breaks into the second tier of the world. It can be a model for Ellendu. It can be said that half a foot has stepped into the global fashion circle. What's more, Ellendu needs an advertising model this time. As long as the advertisements are placed on major platforms, the follow-up benefits can be imagined.

Feng Ying's yuppie style is most suitable for Ellen's suits. If he can win this advertisement, Feng Ying's future is immeasurable.

It's a pity that Feng Ying abruptly destroyed this hard-built bridge.

Gong Jiang went to the audition scene, he would rather be blind so as not to see Feng Ying's terrible performance.

The staff in charge of the interview made friends with Gong Jiang, and after the audition, he directly disclosed the news to Gong Jiang, announcing Feng Ying's death sentence for the audition.

Gong Jiang went out and lit a cigarette - since the cold war with Feng Ying, he picked up the cigarette again - before the cigarette was his tranquilizer, allowing him to face any problem calmly and calmly, now this cigarette But it became a manic stimulant, and the more you smoke, the more unpleasant it becomes.

He stubbed out the cigarette, looked at Feng Ying who was walking over dejectedly, glanced expressionlessly, turned and left.

"I... go find Brother Hao." Feng Ying said listlessly to his back.

He didn't hear it, and walked forward, Feng Ying caught up with him, and repeated it in his left ear, and he simply replied "Oh".

This is the fifth sentence they have said since the Cold War.

No more.

The two went their separate ways, Feng Ying went to find Wei Hao, while Gong Jiang went to the bar to find Sheng Ming.

Shengming's personality is calm and calm, with wisdom in his eyes, he can see the emotions contained in every move you make, from the intimate point of view, Shengming is a great emotional expert.

"Tell me, what's wrong with him?" Gong Jiang put down the cold wine glass, the clean ice clearly reflected his tired face, he was very tired, and he thought that Feng Ying's mature thoughts could make up for the age gap , but now I find out that he is seven years behind, and Feng Ying has never stepped into the society, so how can he know the complicated worldly ways and forced smiles.

Sheng Ming poured the wine, pinned the lemon on the wine glass, pushed it to the guest, then wiped his hands and replied to Gong Jiang: "Did he say anything strange?"

"Strange words..." Gong Jiang thought hard, and told Sheng Ming what Feng Ying said inexplicably recently, "He always said that he couldn't do well, and he said he had no talent, but he is the most talented model I have ever brought."

Sheng Ming paused as he wiped his hand from the shaker: "Have you communicated with him?"

"Why not?" Gong Jiang scratched her head irritably, "If I could pry his mouth open with pliers, I would pry it open. He refused to say anything, and said that I don't understand his mood, and I'm not in his stomach." Ascaris, how do you know what's bothering him?"

Sheng Ming pondered for a while, and asked a non-related question: "Brother Gong, after you appeared on the outer cover of "Shang Zuo" last time, did you pay attention to the reactions of readers and the magazine?"

"No," Gong Jiang didn't know why, "look at that, a model is just a hanger, readers and magazines are all concerned about fashion, not models."

"It's different this time." Sheng Ming took out his phone and asked Gong Jiang to read the comments on the official blog of "Shang Zuo". "I think his troubles should come from this."

"The external models this time are all newcomers? I haven't seen them before. But I think they have more temperament than the old models, especially the male model on the left, that wild Fan is really awesome, I can't believe he is a newcomer. "

"Come on, Mr. Papi is here to give you a popular science. The model on the left is called @宫玉, a super star in the modeling industry seven years ago, with first-class strength. As long as you participate in the competition, there is no championship that you can't win. Unfortunately, on the eve of the national finals that year, suddenly Withdrew from the circle and disappeared. It was only in recent years that I found out that he changed careers and became an agent. But at that time he was already out of breath and the media didn't pay attention to him. To be honest, he is the most promising and powerful person I have seen since entering the circle. It's a pity for a new model. Looking at his external cover photo, his strength is still there, and the aura of another model can't be overshadowed at all, but I think everyone should be able to guess the difficulty of his career change through this photo. What happened, as his former loyal fan, since he chose to change careers, I hope everyone respects him and don’t bother him with the past. Let more people see it.”

"Could it be that the reason for changing careers refers to the scar on his face? But I personally think this scar is very handsome, super masculine or not?"

"I don't know the two models. Just from the perspective of expressiveness and camera sense, the model on the left completely blows up the one on the right. It's not that the one on the right is not good. In fact, if you look at the one on the right alone, his overall image and temperament are still good, but How should I put it, it feels a bit indescribable, not as good as the one on the right. Ah, anyway, it can’t be described in words, as long as everyone understands it.”

"I also think the model on the left is great. So I'm not alone. His expressiveness and sense of camera are amazing, and his eyes are very well expressed. I look at him as if I saw a wolf."

"Oh my God, I'm so excited to see @宫麻 come back out of the rivers and lakes in my lifetime. No matter what happens, as long as he is safe and healthy, I wish @宫红 better and better!"

……

Comments like this domineeringly occupied the screen, and among several popular comments, there was only a short and neat line "I think the model on the right is better, I must not be alone" pitifully hiding at the end.

Gong Jiang's Weibo during her model days has not been used since she left the circle. I didn't expect that there are still people who remember a person who disappeared.Praise, praise, support... It seems that all the positive energy in the world has been accumulated together, and there is a strong emotional expression between the lines.An achievement that I haven't experienced for a long time came spontaneously. This should be a good thing to celebrate and be proud of, but Gong Jiang didn't feel it at all.He is not a loyal pursuer of fame and fortune. The reason why he fights for his career is only for money and face. What awards and achievements he gets are like a blank sheet of paper to him, which is insipid.

As long as he can stand in front of the camera again, he will be satisfied.

"He should see this, feel that he is not as good as you, feel frustrated, and then want to try harder to surpass you, but the result is counterproductive." Sheng Mingtian analyzed clearly, "You have been out of the circle for so long, and there are still people who remember it. How high have you achieved in the past, and you said that his wealth, brains, and talents are higher than ordinary people, which means that he is the king in almost every field, and now the king loses to a person who has a seven-year gap , what would he think?"

Undoubtedly, very uncomfortable.

"Why didn't he tell me?" Gong Jiang frowned, "I can enlighten him."

Sheng Ming sighed: "Brother Gong, a king will not lower his dignified head and admit that he is inferior to others."

Gong Jiang clenched her wine glass tightly and fell into a deathly silence.

Yes, Feng Ying lived in a growth environment where "you must be better than others". He definitely couldn't bear the psychological gap of being compared by others, so he became irritable, gave up on himself, and then reached the point of depression where he can't show his strength today.

"Thank you!" Gong Jiang hurriedly dropped this sentence, paid for the drink, left the bar quickly, and took a taxi home.

Feng Ying needed him. When he was decadent, it was Feng Ying who pulled him out of the dark abyss with warm hands, so he needed to go back to Feng Ying and try his best to untie the knot in Feng Ying's heart.

Feng Ying was at home, and imitated Gong Jiang's decadent appearance—barefoot, standing on the balcony, leaning against the window and looking out in a daze, as if she wanted to imitate Gong Jiang to experience the sadness of spring and autumn the sadness.

The chill of early spring has not been blown away by the spring breeze, and every particle of the air is chilly and cold. How can you do it with bare feet in such weather?

Gong Jiang pulled Feng Ying back into the room, and taught her in a good voice: "It's such a cold day, why are you pretending not to wear shoes?"

Before Feng Ying could mutter, Gong Jiang went to get a towel, soaked it in hot water, and came back to wipe Feng Ying's feet.

This kind of intimacy has become accustomed to them. Mutual care and companionship is the bond that maintains their emotions. They are all homeless people, and they came together because of each other's needs and desires for their families. hinder them.

Neither can the generation gap.

Feng Ying looked down at Gong Jiang who was helping her to wipe her feet, her tightly sealed lips moved up and down, the words condensed in her throat broke through the difficulty with difficulty, and were about to burst out.

Gong Jiang didn't give him a chance to speak: "You don't need to say it, I already know it." He raised his head, looked deeply into Feng Ying's surprised eyes, "I can understand your feelings, and also understand the difficulties you don't want to say , but I hope you can also understand how I want to help you but you refuse me."

"I'm sorry." Like a child who made a mistake, Feng Ying lowered her head and hugged Gong Jiang with both hands, as if feeling Gong Jiang's body temperature could calm down her restless heart.

"I accept your apology." Gong Jiang put away the towel, stuffed Feng Ying's feet into the bed and covered her tightly, "It's not because you gave up halfway, but because you didn't communicate well with me." He tapped Feng Ying's head, with a serious tone like a teacher knocking on a pointer, "Do I look like someone who would despise you? Who is born to be invincible, you, or me? None of us, no one lives forever If you are NO.1, someone will catch up. For example, you will surpass me one day. Now you can’t surpass it because I have seven years more salt than you and seven years more experience than you. What is seven years? The concept is that by the time you were singing and dancing in preschool, I was already getting confused by the complex formulas of physics."

Feng Ying still refused to admit defeat: "But these seven years are a long blank period."

"Let me ask you, when you realize that your dream may not come true, will you give up on your dream and give up completely?"

"Of course not. It's just that it might not be possible, but it doesn't mean it's impossible. And I'm not reconciled to letting me give up."

"Yes, you feel unwilling to give up even if you haven't experienced it, let alone me?" Gong Jiang asked him, "All you see is a blank period, but who of you has seen my efforts to realize my dream? Do you think I’m messing around with your training? I might as well tell you that when you’re resting, I’ll match clothes, make my own concave shapes in front of the mirror, try out the right shape and expression, and then teach you. I admit, I have talent, but my achievements are based on hard work, because at that time, if I don’t work hard, I will return to the struggling society. If I want to get rid of that life completely, I must stand out You can count it now. I only slept for five hours a day, and I squeezed out all the time to learn and sum up experience. The training intensity was twice as high as yours. My mind was full of thinking about fighting while I was young. Later, I did I succeeded, but my body was overwhelmed, my hair fell out severely, and I suffered from insomnia when I was sleepy. Once I quit smoking and alcohol, I would rebound and gain weight, which was beyond my control. After becoming a manager, I slowly After recuperation, the problem of hair loss is still there.”

Feng Ying pouted, hugged Gong Jiang, and muttered in a low voice: "Why am I not as good as you, when will I surpass you?"

Gong Jiang tapped Feng Ying's head with a funny face: "Please, you should give me some face. If I have seven years more experience than you, but I can't match you, where will I put my old face? You want to surpass me , don’t be eager for quick success, practice down-to-earth, improve yourself, and the most important thing is not to give up halfway.”

Like a big boy longing for the love of his family, Feng Ying rubbed Gong Jiang's face, and responded in a low voice: "Oh, I see."

Gong Jiang heard the reluctance in the words, and sighed with a headache: "Don't be awkward, I really don't know how to comfort people, how can you be happier?"

——"Don't cry, okay, I don't know how to comfort people, I beg you, little ancestor, what do you want to stop crying?"

The memory box was quietly opened, and distant memories flooded in like a flood. He remembered that after rescuing the little boy, the little boy kept crying, and he was finally coaxed. When he saw the big gash on his face, he let out another wow Tears poured down, Gong Jiang was funny and helpless, picked up the little boy and coaxed him with all her strength, who knew that when she saw the scar at close range, the little boy cried so loudly, Gong Jiang had no choice but to ask her brothers for help, But the brothers are all big and thick guys, how could they have such delicate thoughts, they were so nervous that they couldn't think of a reason, and then Wen Zheng had a brainstorm, and came up with an idea that couldn't be worse.

"I heard from my friend's wife that when a child cries, just kiss him. I've seen it before. The child cries non-stop. After the mother kisses her, she obediently stops crying. How about you, Gong Ge?" try?"

Gong Jiang was so shocked by the thunder at that time, but she couldn't hold back the little boy's ghostly crying and howling, and kissed her with goosebumps all over her body. Suddenly, it became quiet, and the little boy closed the tear gate all at once, and touched the quilt in a daze. Kissing her face, after a long time, she stretched out her hand softly and hugged Gong Jiang's neck, her little head curled up on his shoulder, silently.

Gong Jiang didn't know what changed in his heart, thought that kissing was really the secret recipe for coaxing children, so she went to buy candy with the little boy in her arms.At that time, Gong Jiang had no idea how much his behavior had affected the little boy.

Of course, that's all for later.

Memory collided with reality, knocking out the echoing aftertaste. Gong Jiang looked at the big boy in front of her. He was handsome and handsome. Every detail of his facial features condensed artistic beauty. Where is that little boy?The little boy in my memory was very good-looking, with fair skin, like a porcelain doll carefully crafted by a craftsman, just like Feng Ying...

"Shall I give you a kiss?" After subconsciously saying this, Gong Jiang was shocked by the thunder, no, no, no, he just wanted to test Feng Ying's identity. Absolutely not.

Feng Ying's reaction was unexpected: "Kiss? So childish, I'm not a child."

Gong Jiang immediately coughed lightly, and turned her head away in embarrassment: "I thought you were me...uh, little nephew."

"You're dishonest," Feng Ying turned to Gong Jiang, staring at Gong Jiang's evasive eyes, "If you want to kiss me, just say so, huh," he very actively turned his face towards her, "Kiss any way you want. "

"Dear..." Gong Jiang choked on her saliva, "Kiss your head, are you okay, then I'm going to cook."

"Oh, you don't mean what you say," Feng Ying said dissatisfiedly, "If you backtrack on what you say, then I will continue to quarrel."

"..." Gong Jiang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "No, don't you think that two big men kissing each other is... nasty?"

"Why do you feel nauseous?" Feng Ying didn't understand at all, "It's a normal way of expressing friendliness abroad."

"...I don't think so, that's all right, you can go wherever you want to be cool." Gong Jiang pushed Feng Ying away, but Feng Ying relentlessly came up to him, his face was as thick as the Great Wall that has stood for a hundred years. : "Speaking is nothing, shame."

Gong Jiang was tightly entangled by him, and asked helplessly: "What do you really want?"

"Darling," Feng Ying hung on Gong Jiang's back, and consciously brought her face closer, "You have to keep your word, otherwise I'll make a fuss, and then you have to comfort me, ah, it's so troublesome, you know? Knowing that in order to get you to kiss, I have to fight so tired."

"..." In Gong Jiang's heart, ten thousand muddy horses galloped past.

In the end, Gong Jiang bowed down to Feng Ying's torture, and bit the bullet on Feng Ying's face.Feng Ying's face was soft and smooth like a newborn child, and his lips were gently pressed against it, as gentle as touching water. Gong Jiang thought that this kind of intimate contact would make him disgusted, but she didn't expect that there was no disgust in her heart. I also feel quite comfortable.

Feng Ying also seemed to enjoy it very much. At the moment Gong Jiang's lips left, he held down Gong Jiang's head and printed a lip mark on his face, and then he turned around and kissed Gong Jiang's face. It's a return gift, who knows if there is any emotion mixed in it.

In short, this awkward situation was satisfactorily resolved under Gong Jiang's awkward kiss. Feng Ying asked Gong Jiang to give him five days to adjust his mentality, learn and improve. Gong Jiang couldn't push him too hard, so she agreed. .

Unexpectedly, within five days, Gong Jiang received an unexpected news.

Feng Ying actually passed Ellen's audition.

When the person in charge told him, he couldn't believe it. He thought he had heard it wrong, and pretended that the signal was not good and asked the other party to tell him again. Only then was he convinced that the news was true.

They were all sentenced to death, why did they suddenly change their sentences?He contacted Ellendu's acquaintances, and was surprised to learn that Feng Ying actually went to Ellendu without telling him.

Feng Ying passed the audition excellently, and he lived up to this opportunity. According to the person in charge, his performance was even better than that of the pre-selected models.

At the end of the call, Gong Jiang reluctantly left the phone with her ear close to the receiver, reminiscing over every word the acquaintance said over and over again, with complicated emotions, unbelievable, unbelievable, but also gratified and happy.

He thought that Feng Ying would adjust for a while and would be awkward like a child for a few more days, but he didn't expect that this big boy had already reached the mature and stable steps with a precarious pace.

He told Feng Ying the good news and gave him a warm hug. God knows how excited he was.

"It's all thanks to you," Feng Ying took the opportunity to rub Gong Jiang's face, "Without you, I would not have succeeded."

Gong Jiang patted Feng Ying's back and smiled: "I didn't do anything, it's all your own efforts."

"You gave me a meme, and I became angry, so I said, in the future, you will give me more meme, otherwise I failed, and you still have to comfort me, and I have to be depressed..."

"Stop, stop, stop," Gong Jiang said with black lines on her face, "It's none of my business... Cough, it's none of my business. I didn't ask you to find someone else. Your success comes from your hard work, okay?"

"No," Feng Ying said very seriously, "It's because of your meme, ah, never mind, anyway, before I have to audition for what to do, you will give me my meme, otherwise I will not encourage and bless me, and I will fail. It's your fault. It's settled like that."

"..." WTF!Have you asked his opinion? !

"You don't need to ask for your opinion, because you want to hug and kiss and hold up a high cash cow, you will definitely agree."

The corner of Gong Jiang's mouth twitched: "...What if you still fail in the future?"

"That means you haven't kissed enough, you have to kiss one more."

"..." He had to say mmp.

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